015.Just be yourself.

Life always full with enemies. Be it friends, colleagues, people from the same religion background. People have their own way of thinking. And people like to think from the negative side and find argument point from your statement. Well it seems this is what they like to do when they are too bored I think. ooo...wait why must I care so much on these "no point" argument.
I have my own point of view, if you don't like we just leave it,  instead or argue with me while the victim of the issue is not even me. I just give my opinion but people just like to critic what other people do.  That was just too tiring especially to deal with these kind of people...
I have already tired of dealing with problematic people in my worklife But now my personal life people also want to interfere =_=

S.P.E.E.C.H.L.E.S.S.

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014. Don't expect everything from me... [HOWIFEEL]

Don't expect I while help you do everything when every time you request me.
I have my own work and so does you have your own work.
I only receive order from my leader or superior. and i only accept request from my colleague who is willing to help me when i request help from them. This is call Symbiosis. I don't accept parasite relationship.
So I you don't even care to help me when i have trouble, So don't expect me to help you when you have problem.
 

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013.Youngster nowdays are lucky and should be grateful to the "politician"

Kids nowdays should be grateful as been helped by this politician when they get good result but not offered any course by the government.
Because during my year, a lot of my friend get good result and didn't get any offer, when we try to appeal thru this politician, we been turn down and been accuse as arrogant because we have good result doesn't mean we must give you places in the local universities.
You must wondering whether what I say is true or not =-=

I would tell you that me and my friends who score Full A1 in SPM and my Junior score 3A n 1 B+ in STPM, the 3 of used doesn't been offered any course in the local university. But my friend doesn't give up and score another High CGPA in his STPM and finally get an offer by the local university in engineering course. but my junior who get 3A n 1B doesn't even get a place in accounting courses =_=
When we try to appeal on the politician party that represent the citizen, they just simply turn us down and claim "U get Full A so what, there is a lot of people get full A out there. You thought you the only one didnt get place in Local University. If everyone come find me, then i gonna be very very busy already."
I was thinking, it was the Party article claims to ask us the victim to seek help from them but my case was just simply turn down by the person who suppose to be helping me.
So well, it still a question why high scorer doesnt get any places in the local university while some average and poor scorer get place in the local university. the system of selecting candidate to get entry in local university is still remain a mystery.
**Btw if u really wanna enter local university, just try your luck on engineering courses because that the so far i know the easier get course for science student. (this just my opinion i dunno whether it was 100% truth or not)
Here is the article: http://www.thestar.com.my/News/Nation/2013/07/17/Not-good-enough-for-varsity-Top-scorers-appeal-cases-after-not-being-offered-any-courses.aspx

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012. Trust no one but yourself. [HOWIFEEL]

Another sensitive and sentimental post. It seems no matter where i go there would be some people that you can trust on them. Be it friends or colleagues, don't trust any of them totally. Never accept any unnecessary help from the people around you, as they will expect return from you afterwards and start taking advantages from you.
No matter how hard you try to join in the crowd, once they reject you. Try to be friendly to them but they just like meh and turn their back on me. So means I not good enough to join you guys? If that so fine, I just try to go solo and work alone.
So mean there will be a clear line between Colleague and Friend. I need to start learn how to choose which to tolerate with and which one to ignore. I have to clarified that not all my colleague are bad.  Most of them are very nice and helpful, it just some of them are the rotten apple. This have teach me to be smart and not to be careless on how to treat the people around me. People may be friend at the outside but enemy at the inside.
So precaution and safety measure have to be taken care seriously. I feel blessed that some of the senior still willing to teach me and help me.
let just forget all those negative, and start the day again with more positive energy. 

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011. New workplace, New environment, New life... What a new boring time =_= {HOWIFEEL]

OMG... it been almost 2-3 month since i have update my blog... Thanks to Nigel for reminding me the existence of my this little home.
As some of my friend have known, I have change job from Manufacturing Industry to Lab base. Now i have to move to Kampar Perak a small town with limited entertainment access. So yea i have to bear the consequences, but thanks to i still have a very slow Internet line,laptop and Gym to kill my boredom.
After left this small city for 2 years and now i have to re-adjusted myself once again here since everything was changed and old things have gone and new things have come.
The first most obvious thing is everything here at Kampar have become very expensive. Firstly i though that kampar food should be a lot cheaper than KL but then i found out the price only slightly cheaper than kl and Guess what The so called "Economic Mixed rice" have become EXTREMELY Expensive. Try to imagine i just take a big rice +potato+veggie+ few chunk of meatless curry chicken cost me rm 3.5 and the portion is so little. with rm3.5 i can eat a lunch with 1.5 time the amount of the food i pay at UTAR canteen. bloody hell money sucker. but it seems like other store was a lot cheaper compare to that particular Chinese mixed rice store.
So far the rest of the shop at old town still ok nothing much changes or should i say change a lot since a lot of new store have open =_=, Ochado,Domino pizza,tutti fruti and more. This kind of commercial franchise store have almost dominate the whole kampar. OMGOSH...
will be update more soon 

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