Time to Show off my "JYJ - In Heaven" Album XD

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Ignorant demon

sorry to say so, recently i feel piss off with someone who keep on ignore me when i wanna talk with that person, i don't what i did wrong but that person just treat me like invisible and insignificance. If you don't like me just tell me...
Stop acting like you are friend with me this moment, then the next moment i'm like a stranger or invisible figure to you. When i talk to you i expect response from you.
FINE!!! You wanna play ignorance, i play with you. Take care yourself...

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Depression,dying and suicidal...

Today after everything stressful passing by, i got the slightly intention to complaint on what happen to me recently,But i feel even sadder when i see what my close friend is facing in her life...
after all this trouble that i have i think just a small matter compare to what she face recently...
i'm stupidly crying in the room why typing encouragement to her and think back on some bad and serious condition that strike to my family and Thanks my mum for having such a strong determination and perception that keep my family to move forward...Thanks Mum for all the support you give...Thanks Dad for all the love you give to us...

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Disappointment...

well you asking for forgiveness and give you a chance to change yourself...But let see what happen recently?
You make a very good temper person to lose his temper and directly say he hate you.So whose fault was that? Telling lies to cover your mistake is fine but then at the back try to cover your mistake by putting the blame on other people just to save your ASS!!! That the WORST!!!
That fine, people try to confirm again and test your honesty "Did you do that?", you know how that person answer?"huh what you talking, i don't know le".
What the heck when you try to cover your mistake, unfortunately to tell you, we know all your BAD ASS SHIT!!! We just wanna try to test you whether you will confess or not. It's not like we don't want to forgive your but your bad attitude really annoyed us.
We didn't give you a chance? WE DID GIVE YOU CHANCES TO CHANGE!!!but all you repay us is DISAPPOINTMENT!!! Tell lies and another lies to cover your previous lies... Don't try to say we hate you without reason... every our hatred for you GOT REASON!!!
Did something wrong and annoyed other people, still wanna act stupid and ask other people why the angry and annoyed bout? BANNNGGG!!! that person say " I annoyed bout YOU!!!"Congratulation for wiping your shit on your face... Patience and forgiveness got limit. Still wanna accuse me and blame me why i'm so close-minded and so calculative on every small matter? furthermore accuse me on something you did to me and said that i did it to you?
What a joke!!!
Ok, u say u wanna change and willing to listen to our complaint and try to change those Bad attitude? tell me what have you change? Asking me don be so irresponsible when coming home so late but didn't inform housemate? How bout you? Say i open music too loud and annoyed you? How bout what you did every day last time?
Try to look at the mirror and reflect and ask GOD what did you do wrong?Stop complaining to GOD why people hate you for reason and try to avoid and blind yourself from your own weakness and mistake. STOP MIS-USE GOD to cover up your mistake and blame on other people. and BTW, please respect other people religion and belief. You so proud on your GOD and look down on other people belief, did you GOD teach you that? If you so like to criticizes other people religion and belief, so what you make such a fuss when people criticizes you religion and GOD? see...this is all those mistake that even a primary school student will realize but not you =_=
Good Luck to you on your future continue-ing SUFFERING!!!
P/s: Btw don't try to psycho and drag other people down for your shit and try to make other people as your alliance... Stop hurting other innocence people...

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Never ending hatred and lealousy~~

It seems like i can't never get off from this 2 elements. Both was chasing me wherever i go... I just can understand why people need to be jealous and try to sabotage on my success? and i just can believe why people wanna hate me because of their own problem and at last, add a bit of sugar and spice, it become that i'm the one got problem...
Just right when u fake and tell lies but busted by your alliances, u start to act wierd and pity and isolated yourself from us and act like we boycott you and try to put the blame on me. Don't say we ddnt give you the chance to change, but you just can't get off from your old habit and sorry for not trusting you because all the trust that i have on you is just like an eraser that keep on help you to rub off your mistake but now... the eraser was wear off and disappear. i can't help it but turn my back on you.
I did try my best to get it right back up and act as normal again but the damage you have done to our relationship and people surround us was hard to be forgotten. Let time heal everything...
If you want people to respect you, the first thing you need to do is to respect the people around you first.

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How does it feel like?

How do you feel when your best pal ignore u,delete u from facebook, ignore your sms without any explanation and reason?
depression is the best word describe my feeling now...
And i found the Best song to describe my feeling~~
Get It Right lyrics

What have I done? I wish I could run.
Away from this ship going under
Just trying to help, hurt everyone else
Now I feel the weight of the world is
On my shoulders

What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
To get it ri-igh-ight

Can I start again with my faith shaken?
'Cause I can't go back and undo this
I just have to stay and face my mistakes
But if I get stronger and wiser
I'll get through this

What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of thingsI just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right

So I throw up my fist
Throw a punch in the air
And accept the truth, that sometimes life isn't fair
Yeah, I'll send down a wish
Yeah, I'll send up a prayer
And finally, someone will see
How much I care

What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
Oh my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take?
To get it right
To get it ri-igh-ight.

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It's all about you~~~

it was so true when it describe YOU!!!

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