017. I'm back

It been a long time since i wrote another blog post. sometimes i was thinking that i need a personal place to dump all my worries, complaint, annoyance instead of posting it at facebook. Although sometimes i purposely post there so that the peson who make me unhappy will know what he/she did to make me so unhappy. But sometimes i think i need to continue back my online journal/daily post here. maybe not daily but maybe a few times a week. anyways was thinking how to revamp the blog, should i keep it fancy or keep it simple? Anyway, Happy April 2015 to me...

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014. Don't expect everything from me... [HOWIFEEL]

Don't expect I while help you do everything when every time you request me.
I have my own work and so does you have your own work.
I only receive order from my leader or superior. and i only accept request from my colleague who is willing to help me when i request help from them. This is call Symbiosis. I don't accept parasite relationship.
So I you don't even care to help me when i have trouble, So don't expect me to help you when you have problem.
 

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012. Trust no one but yourself. [HOWIFEEL]

Another sensitive and sentimental post. It seems no matter where i go there would be some people that you can trust on them. Be it friends or colleagues, don't trust any of them totally. Never accept any unnecessary help from the people around you, as they will expect return from you afterwards and start taking advantages from you.
No matter how hard you try to join in the crowd, once they reject you. Try to be friendly to them but they just like meh and turn their back on me. So means I not good enough to join you guys? If that so fine, I just try to go solo and work alone.
So mean there will be a clear line between Colleague and Friend. I need to start learn how to choose which to tolerate with and which one to ignore. I have to clarified that not all my colleague are bad.  Most of them are very nice and helpful, it just some of them are the rotten apple. This have teach me to be smart and not to be careless on how to treat the people around me. People may be friend at the outside but enemy at the inside.
So precaution and safety measure have to be taken care seriously. I feel blessed that some of the senior still willing to teach me and help me.
let just forget all those negative, and start the day again with more positive energy. 

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011. New workplace, New environment, New life... What a new boring time =_= {HOWIFEEL]

OMG... it been almost 2-3 month since i have update my blog... Thanks to Nigel for reminding me the existence of my this little home.
As some of my friend have known, I have change job from Manufacturing Industry to Lab base. Now i have to move to Kampar Perak a small town with limited entertainment access. So yea i have to bear the consequences, but thanks to i still have a very slow Internet line,laptop and Gym to kill my boredom.
After left this small city for 2 years and now i have to re-adjusted myself once again here since everything was changed and old things have gone and new things have come.
The first most obvious thing is everything here at Kampar have become very expensive. Firstly i though that kampar food should be a lot cheaper than KL but then i found out the price only slightly cheaper than kl and Guess what The so called "Economic Mixed rice" have become EXTREMELY Expensive. Try to imagine i just take a big rice +potato+veggie+ few chunk of meatless curry chicken cost me rm 3.5 and the portion is so little. with rm3.5 i can eat a lunch with 1.5 time the amount of the food i pay at UTAR canteen. bloody hell money sucker. but it seems like other store was a lot cheaper compare to that particular Chinese mixed rice store.
So far the rest of the shop at old town still ok nothing much changes or should i say change a lot since a lot of new store have open =_=, Ochado,Domino pizza,tutti fruti and more. This kind of commercial franchise store have almost dominate the whole kampar. OMGOSH...
will be update more soon 

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008.my confession of the day [HOWIFEEL]

People getting more and more funnier...
People just know how to take point on other people weaknesses and fault but not their own.
Before complaining and backstabbing about other people, think bout yourself first.
Say how people ill-treated your, try to use your brain to think, have you did the same thing to that person or even worse?

Stop blaming other people for so call become spy and report to me.
Dare to do it, dare to admit it. Instead of backstab me and not saying directly to me using the excuse of so called 'scare hurting my pride or stuff', did u realize u talk it at my back is even more hurtful than talking face to face to me especially when i know it in-directly from a third party.

every human have flaw so does you and me, before claiming yourself so prefect and other people are loser, take a break and think twice, who are the real loser.
Because heaven got eyes to see who is good and who is wrong, so does other people who surround you ^^

I'm Happy with who i'm, and believe on what i believe. If you think that i'm those kind of people believing rumor/gossip easily and hatting you for no reason. You are wrong!!!

Siapa makan cili, terasa la pedas nyer...("he who eats the chili will taste the heat/spiciness." )

you feel that way because you did something wrong and denying other people who revealing your mistake. and the so called STUBBORN and refuse to accept your mistake wont bring you anywhere but doom is going to find you oneday.

Stay chill, take a break and rewind back your memories to judge again what is good and what is wrong.

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007.Latest Addiction ^^ [VIDEO][HOWIFEEL]

my Latest Addiction... the Iron Heart Girl... Baek Ah Yeon 

She is the 2nd Runner-up from "KPOPSTAR" season 1 She really did have an Angelic voice... If you wanna listen to her new song, you are listening to it now... coz i have added up her 5 new song from her new debut album in my music box.
Below here are some of her performance during the competition.

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006.recently having Depression and Over Sensitive[HOWIFEEL]

Recently a lot of things is happening and it was indirectly affect my daily life and emotionally i feel unstable. My mom always told me that we cant stop problems and obstacles coming to us, but we can pray for that we can have the wisdom and courage to overcome and breakthrough all those negative things that coming forward to us. Well it seems i need to undergo anger and stress management courses...

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004. Bad day and glad that there is still people give me strength to overcome all the obstacle [HOWIFEEL]

"Treat Other people like how you want people to treat you, Respect people like how you want people to respect you, Don't try to be back stab and hurt other people for your own selfishness Don't be so greedy and stubborn just for your own and not sharing with others, Think twice or even thrice before making any decision or action." @quote: my senior XD
People say the world is unfair, but for me the world is quite fair,Why? People may not seen it because there is something we call karma cycle, you may win and enjoy everything like you wanted but can you make sure it was permanent? They way you hurt me and snatch away my happiness from me, can you guarantee other people will not do the same to you and wouldn't they treat you even worse then how you treat me? you may not feel anything cause the karma cycle will not just moving around you as bad karma can be transfer to your love one like you parent, your children or even your spouse. They way how you hurt other people in order to gain your own satisfaction, people may do it back to your spouse,your children or even your parent. sometimes it would be even worse then what you did to other people.
Some people even told me, that will all those bad things that you have done, no matter how religious you are but your heart was still so polluted, you wont be happy even when you reach nirvana. Some said that the karma may even bring forward to your next life. so mean your next life you will be treat by other people like how you treat other people in the present life. scary right? but that the truth.
So be considerate and tolerate with everything, Don't simply threaten other people or hurt other people in other to gain your own satisfaction... coz it not worth it. Why? coz that doesn't called ABSOLUTE HAPPINESS or ABSOLUTE VICTORY.

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003.how to save a large sum of money? [HOWIFEEL]

WG msia concert is back... And yeah, need to spend money again..huhuhu...

and from this picture, plan to take either A3,A4,B5, or B6... but the problem is money TT^TT i wish that i win lottery and have a lot of money...

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002.DIE HARD on choosing such nice beat song but hard,fast and tricky step...[HOWIFEEL]

I really challenge myself to the max on choosing and try to perform these fast, tricky and damn HARD dance step song =_=
LOL...u all should be like LMAO-ing of ROFL-ing...
but not kidding i'm self practicing this song and we gonna follow those fast track song... currently only have problem on  1) Sistar So Cool - main chorus part 2)Wonder Girls Nobody - Rap part while for the rest i think i mastered already XD

buahahaha...gangnam style le XD well hope got ppl record my perf then upload it lo XD

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