009. Happy 121212

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008.my confession of the day [HOWIFEEL]

People getting more and more funnier...
People just know how to take point on other people weaknesses and fault but not their own.
Before complaining and backstabbing about other people, think bout yourself first.
Say how people ill-treated your, try to use your brain to think, have you did the same thing to that person or even worse?

Stop blaming other people for so call become spy and report to me.
Dare to do it, dare to admit it. Instead of backstab me and not saying directly to me using the excuse of so called 'scare hurting my pride or stuff', did u realize u talk it at my back is even more hurtful than talking face to face to me especially when i know it in-directly from a third party.

every human have flaw so does you and me, before claiming yourself so prefect and other people are loser, take a break and think twice, who are the real loser.
Because heaven got eyes to see who is good and who is wrong, so does other people who surround you ^^

I'm Happy with who i'm, and believe on what i believe. If you think that i'm those kind of people believing rumor/gossip easily and hatting you for no reason. You are wrong!!!

Siapa makan cili, terasa la pedas nyer...("he who eats the chili will taste the heat/spiciness." )

you feel that way because you did something wrong and denying other people who revealing your mistake. and the so called STUBBORN and refuse to accept your mistake wont bring you anywhere but doom is going to find you oneday.

Stay chill, take a break and rewind back your memories to judge again what is good and what is wrong.

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007.Latest Addiction ^^ [VIDEO][HOWIFEEL]

my Latest Addiction... the Iron Heart Girl... Baek Ah Yeon 

She is the 2nd Runner-up from "KPOPSTAR" season 1 She really did have an Angelic voice... If you wanna listen to her new song, you are listening to it now... coz i have added up her 5 new song from her new debut album in my music box.
Below here are some of her performance during the competition.

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006.recently having Depression and Over Sensitive[HOWIFEEL]

Recently a lot of things is happening and it was indirectly affect my daily life and emotionally i feel unstable. My mom always told me that we cant stop problems and obstacles coming to us, but we can pray for that we can have the wisdom and courage to overcome and breakthrough all those negative things that coming forward to us. Well it seems i need to undergo anger and stress management courses...

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005. Project 55 for 55th Year of Malaysia Independence Day Celebration Concert [EVENT][VIDEO]

After almost 1month ++ and nearly to 2 month practice. Should say that we only have 10times of practices excluded Rehearsal and Full-dress Rehearsal at the performance venue. Kinda Proud of ourselves even though i can 100% say it was an AWESOME FLAWLESS performance, but overall most of the audience and the VVIP and VIP (government's minister and high ranked officer) have compliment our performance was the BEST during the whole concert. Let me briefly explain my performance, our group consist of 800++ performers. Age range from 13-35. and are from KL and Selangor. We represent Persatuan Soka Gakkai Malaysia for this performance.

創價會參與國慶慶典

（吉隆坡29日訊）馬來西亞創價學會（簡稱SGM）將在8月31日參與全國及各州所舉辦的55週年國慶日慶典。

該會22位會員將於國慶日當天上午參與在獨立廣場舉行的國慶日大遊行。

SGM約1千名青年也將參與當晚在武吉加里爾體育場舉行的55週年國慶日特別慶典，並呈現出青年的活力與高昂精神的團體操。此演出是由8千500名各族青年組成的大型文化匯演的一部份。

此外，SGM也受邀參與檳城、怡保、馬六甲、居鑾、關丹和文冬等地的國慶日慶祝活動。預計280位SGM成員將參與在各州的國慶活動。

（星洲日報）

创价学会受邀国庆日表演

（吉隆坡29日讯）马来西亚创价学会（SGM）將在8月31日参与全国及各州所举办的55週年国庆日庆典。

该会22位会员將于国庆日当天上午参与吉隆坡独立广场举行的国庆日大游行。

SGM约1000名青年也將参与国庆日晚间的特別庆典，在武吉加里尔国家体育馆表演呈现出青年的活力与高昂精神的团体操。

此演出是由8500名各族青年组成的大型文化匯演的一部分。首相拿督斯里纳吉、副首相丹斯里慕尤丁、內阁部长们、各国显要以及公眾人士等，预计10万人將云集在国家体育馆普天同庆。

此外，SGM也受邀参与檳城、怡保、马六甲、居鑾、关丹和文冬等地的国庆日庆祝活动。预计280名SGM成员將参与各州的国庆活动。

SGM会员曾参与各项由国家或地方政府主办的活动，如1998年第16届共和联邦运动会开幕仪式、繽纷马来西亚文化游行、国庆日庆典、大马运动会等，並曾经主办无数场大小型的书画展览、公眾讲座、文化演出、慈善活动等。

SGM也是首个获得2004年国家艺术奖之文化拥护奖的非政府组织，对SGM在文化领域的贡献作出肯定。更多有关SGM的详情和讯息，请瀏览SGM网站www.sgm.org.my。

东方日報

马来西亚创价学会参与全国及各州的55周年国庆

马来西亚创价学会（简称SGM）将在来临的8月31日参与全国及各州所举办的55周年国庆日庆典。

该会22位会员将于国庆日当天上午参与在首都吉隆坡独立广场举行的国庆日大游行。我国最高元首和元首后、首相及内阁部长、各国显要和贵宾们将出席此隆重的传统庆典。

SGM约一千名青年也将参与55周年国庆日晚间的特别庆典，在武吉加里尔国家体育馆表演呈现出青年的活力与高昂精神的团体操。此演出是由8千5百名各族青年组成的大型文化汇演的一部分。我国首相拿督斯里纳吉贤伉俪、副首相丹斯里慕尤汀贤伉俪、内阁部长们、各国显要以及公众人士等，预计十万人将云集在国家体育馆普天同庆。

此外，SGM也受邀参与槟城、怡保、马六甲、居銮、关丹和文冬等地的国庆日庆祝活动。预计280位SGM成员将参与在各州的国庆活动。

SGM是一个推广文化与教育以谋求社会和平与繁荣的非政府组织。成立于1984年的SGM在全国各州设有分会，会员们以日莲佛法为基础，主张尊重生命和慈悲宽容的精神，提倡世界和平及人类幸福，并且积极促进国家的繁荣与进步。SGM会员踊跃于各项由国家或地方政府主办的活动，如1998年第16届共和联邦运动会开幕仪式、缤纷马来西亚文化游行、国庆日庆典、大马运动会等，并曾经主办无数场大小型的书画展览、公众讲座、文化演出、慈善活动等。

SGM也是首个获得2004年国家艺术奖之文化拥护奖的非政府组织，是为政府对SGM在文化领域的贡献作出肯定。

更多有关SGM的详情和讯息，请浏览SGM网站 www.sgm.org.my。

媒体联络：
马来西亚创价学会公关部
谢国平
电话: 03-9075 6876/ 012-212 6761
电邮: sgmpro@sgm.org.my
网站: www.sgm.org.my

Broadcast from RTM Some thoughtful individuals record and sharing ^^ @credit to frankie soka @credit to Squeeksun @credit to  lim boon yong Thanks for Saimatkong for the complete video link and Newspaper photo and article ^^

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004. Bad day and glad that there is still people give me strength to overcome all the obstacle [HOWIFEEL]

"Treat Other people like how you want people to treat you, Respect people like how you want people to respect you, Don't try to be back stab and hurt other people for your own selfishness Don't be so greedy and stubborn just for your own and not sharing with others, Think twice or even thrice before making any decision or action." @quote: my senior XD
People say the world is unfair, but for me the world is quite fair,Why? People may not seen it because there is something we call karma cycle, you may win and enjoy everything like you wanted but can you make sure it was permanent? They way you hurt me and snatch away my happiness from me, can you guarantee other people will not do the same to you and wouldn't they treat you even worse then how you treat me? you may not feel anything cause the karma cycle will not just moving around you as bad karma can be transfer to your love one like you parent, your children or even your spouse. They way how you hurt other people in order to gain your own satisfaction, people may do it back to your spouse,your children or even your parent. sometimes it would be even worse then what you did to other people.
Some people even told me, that will all those bad things that you have done, no matter how religious you are but your heart was still so polluted, you wont be happy even when you reach nirvana. Some said that the karma may even bring forward to your next life. so mean your next life you will be treat by other people like how you treat other people in the present life. scary right? but that the truth.
So be considerate and tolerate with everything, Don't simply threaten other people or hurt other people in other to gain your own satisfaction... coz it not worth it. Why? coz that doesn't called ABSOLUTE HAPPINESS or ABSOLUTE VICTORY.

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003.how to save a large sum of money? [HOWIFEEL]

WG msia concert is back... And yeah, need to spend money again..huhuhu...

and from this picture, plan to take either A3,A4,B5, or B6... but the problem is money TT^TT i wish that i win lottery and have a lot of money...

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002.DIE HARD on choosing such nice beat song but hard,fast and tricky step...[HOWIFEEL]

I really challenge myself to the max on choosing and try to perform these fast, tricky and damn HARD dance step song =_=
LOL...u all should be like LMAO-ing of ROFL-ing...
but not kidding i'm self practicing this song and we gonna follow those fast track song... currently only have problem on  1) Sistar So Cool - main chorus part 2)Wonder Girls Nobody - Rap part while for the rest i think i mastered already XD

buahahaha...gangnam style le XD well hope got ppl record my perf then upload it lo XD

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001. Try To Challenge my PATIENCE? U R So DEAD [CURSING]

"If you not respecting me, THAT FINE!!! I CAN BARE WITH IT.
But if you ever DARE to DISRESPECT my MUM, WAIT FOR ME TO DEAL WITH YOU!!!
I WONT BE ABLE TO BARE TO SOME RUDE PEOPLE FOR NOT RESPECTING MY PARENTS ESPECIALLY MY MUM!
JUST WAIT and see, for trying to challenge my patience."
First is those inconsiderate and SELFISH People who only think bout their OWN convenient and their OWN-SELF without thinking about convenient of other people around them. Well, no need to say more, just see the way people treat this kind of brat, no wonder till now still got people dun like or even critic the attitude of this kind of people..
Second is the way people disrespect some one you respect the most which is my PARENTS! I don't care what kind of rubbish and how u try to act like a BITCH and treat me like a biatch, but is you dare to lay a finger on my parent with this kind of attitude in front of my eyes, you better watch out because i believe in karma cycle and karma reincarnation on the next life or you future. You dare to do this kind of BAD thing and this kind of BAD KARMA will return to you in a double, triple or even quadruple fold. JUST WAIT AND SEE!!!

Mood : PISS OFF
  

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000.REVAMP!!!

Trying to revamp and re-organize my blog especially the Tag part SO mean the next post will start with 001

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2012 comeback Post : Pathetic Year

Hi everyone, i been a long time since i coming back here and blog everything happen to me.Sorry to said that my comeback post was such a pessimistic post.This year i will label it as the most pitiful and pathetic year. Why did i label it so? Because i feel disappointed with what happen around me.
People used to say when the day is getting near to CNY, more positive energy flow will flowing to you, but what i face is all negative energy is flowing all around me.
The biggest disappointment is the most pathetic experience i face in my 24yrs old life.My 21st bday and my 24th bday is equally important. one show that i already grown adult and another one show that i already going thru my 2nd cycle of the chinese zodiac cycle. But what happen is the whole day i face a lot of sad case. First during breakfast, mum and dad keep on mumbling and nagging bout my sudden decision on my career issue. well i know they wan the best for me but not continuous repeating the same point and not even helping me. i know you want to help me but please stop making me feel so annoyed. After that ask me go to "guat sha", say it only pain for 20 mins after 2hr it wont be painful anymore. well it already past 24hrs, my back still feel painful. Nvm, after that start my DIY decor session till midnight. the whole process, not even a simple greeting of Happy Birthday or birthday song. Well, people comfort me by telling me that "maybe they are busying do cleaning and preparing for CNY". Well actually i was trying hard to hypnosis myself using this reason but what happen in front my eyes is the different thing. My dad was having his HK drama MARATHON for a few hours, my mum indeed was preparing everything. but she still got time sit there and chit chat with her friends, i think it almost more than 1 hrs. why did i say so? i edy finish watch 2 ep of flower boy ramyun shop, and they still chit chatting there. this kind of situation happen in front of me. how can i hypnosis myself with that lame reason. And also for the first time in my life i sing bday song to myself and wish myself Happy Birthday and do my own Birthday wishes without a birthday cake and birthday cake's Candle. I even cried alone for almost 30mins why i have to go thru this kind of birthday. I not far away from my family, the just less than 50m away from me but yet my so insignificance birthday was just been ignore like that. Till juz now, my sis who go work at genting purposely comeback today for reunion dinner and then later going back to genting again to cont work, approach me and then i without hesitate, i complain to her that my parent forget their one and only son already 24yrs old YTD!!! after that my sis feel so frustrated and go complain to my mum and ask for explanation. She just blurt out a lot of reason and mainly that she vr busy till she forget to give me a birthday angpow. =_=. just now she give me the angpow and i refuse accepting it n give a lot of excuse for not accepting it. well she just put it on top of my lap and cont go do her work. Mum i know u vr busy but such insincere birthday present, i wont accepting it willingly. the knife already stab my heart and the scar is there forever. i just can say i wont forget this painful moment till the end of my life.

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