Confession of a DramaKing Life

2012 comeback Post : Pathetic Year

2012-01-22T13:16:00.003+08:00

Hi everyone, i been a long time since i coming back here and blog everything happen to me.Sorry to said that my comeback post was such a pessimistic post.This year i will label it as the most pitiful and pathetic year. Why did i label it so? Because i feel disappointed with what happen around me.
People used to say when the day is getting near to CNY, more positive energy flow will flowing to you, but what i face is all negative energy is flowing all around me.
The biggest disappointment is the most pathetic experience i face in my 24yrs old life.My 21st bday and my 24th bday is equally important. one show that i already grown adult and another one show that i already going thru my 2nd cycle of the chinese zodiac cycle. But what happen is the whole day i face a lot of sad case. First during breakfast, mum and dad keep on mumbling and nagging bout my sudden decision on my career issue. well i know they wan the best for me but not continuous repeating the same point and not even helping me. i know you want to help me but please stop making me feel so annoyed. After that ask me go to "guat sha", say it only pain for 20 mins after 2hr it wont be painful anymore. well it already past 24hrs, my back still feel painful. Nvm, after that start my DIY decor session till midnight. the whole process, not even a simple greeting of Happy Birthday or birthday song. Well, people comfort me by telling me that "maybe they are busying do cleaning and preparing for CNY". Well actually i was trying hard to hypnosis myself using this reason but what happen in front my eyes is the different thing. My dad was having his HK drama MARATHON for a few hours, my mum indeed was preparing everything. but she still got time sit there and chit chat with her friends, i think it almost more than 1 hrs. why did i say so? i edy finish watch 2 ep of flower boy ramyun shop, and they still chit chatting there. this kind of situation happen in front of me. how can i hypnosis myself with that lame reason. And also for the first time in my life i sing bday song to myself and wish myself Happy Birthday and do my own Birthday wishes without a birthday cake and birthday cake's Candle. I even cried alone for almost 30mins why i have to go thru this kind of birthday. I not far away from my family, the just less than 50m away from me but yet my so insignificance birthday was just been ignore like that. Till juz now, my sis who go work at genting purposely comeback today for reunion dinner and then later going back to genting again to cont work, approach me and then i without hesitate, i complain to her that my parent forget their one and only son already 24yrs old YTD!!! after that my sis feel so frustrated and go complain to my mum and ask for explanation. She just blurt out a lot of reason and mainly that she vr busy till she forget to give me a birthday angpow. =_=. just now she give me the angpow and i refuse accepting it n give a lot of excuse for not accepting it. well she just put it on top of my lap and cont go do her work. Mum i know u vr busy but such insincere birthday present, i wont accepting it willingly. the knife already stab my heart and the scar is there forever. i just can say i wont forget this painful moment till the end of my life.

[Crap]Talk about tolerant and considerate, please take a look at yourself before said it and criticize other people

2011-11-28T23:08:00.002+08:00

it was important to think and think again before commenting on other people.
Talk about tolerant and considerate, please take a look at yourself before said it and criticize other people.
If yourself can't do it then stop condemning other people to do it.
Talk with your mouth and your brain people...
And stop making me hating you more ask my patience have limits and it is near to boiling point already.
I dont care if there is ppl that like you, but dont assume everyone like you and no one hate you.
Oh great you just make another human being hate you.
i wonder how long i can stand those torture...
i hope i can endure all this thingy...
gonna pray hard and chant for my better future...
and hope that i no more staying invisible and been ignore by someone without considering my feeling~~~
Let just pray and chant for a better day that filled with happiness~~Drove those negative energy away...far far away~~

Time to Show off my "JYJ - In Heaven" Album XD

2011-10-31T23:07:00.008+08:00

Ignorant demon

2011-10-24T20:51:00.002+08:00

sorry to say so, recently i feel piss off with someone who keep on ignore me when i wanna talk with that person, i don't what i did wrong but that person just treat me like invisible and insignificance. If you don't like me just tell me...
Stop acting like you are friend with me this moment, then the next moment i'm like a stranger or invisible figure to you. When i talk to you i expect response from you.
FINE!!! You wanna play ignorance, i play with you. Take care yourself...

Depression,dying and suicidal...

2011-10-22T01:09:00.002+08:00

Today after everything stressful passing by, i got the slightly intention to complaint on what happen to me recently,But i feel even sadder when i see what my close friend is facing in her life...
after all this trouble that i have i think just a small matter compare to what she face recently...
i'm stupidly crying in the room why typing encouragement to her and think back on some bad and serious condition that strike to my family and Thanks my mum for having such a strong determination and perception that keep my family to move forward...Thanks Mum for all the support you give...Thanks Dad for all the love you give to us...

Disappointment...

2011-10-20T22:03:00.002+08:00

well you asking for forgiveness and give you a chance to change yourself...But let see what happen recently?
You make a very good temper person to lose his temper and directly say he hate you.So whose fault was that? Telling lies to cover your mistake is fine but then at the back try to cover your mistake by putting the blame on other people just to save your ASS!!! That the WORST!!!
That fine, people try to confirm again and test your honesty "Did you do that?", you know how that person answer?"huh what you talking, i don't know le".
What the heck when you try to cover your mistake, unfortunately to tell you, we know all your BAD ASS SHIT!!! We just wanna try to test you whether you will confess or not. It's not like we don't want to forgive your but your bad attitude really annoyed us.
We didn't give you a chance? WE DID GIVE YOU CHANCES TO CHANGE!!!but all you repay us is DISAPPOINTMENT!!! Tell lies and another lies to cover your previous lies... Don't try to say we hate you without reason... every our hatred for you GOT REASON!!!
Did something wrong and annoyed other people, still wanna act stupid and ask other people why the angry and annoyed bout? BANNNGGG!!! that person say " I annoyed bout YOU!!!"Congratulation for wiping your shit on your face... Patience and forgiveness got limit. Still wanna accuse me and blame me why i'm so close-minded and so calculative on every small matter? furthermore accuse me on something you did to me and said that i did it to you?
What a joke!!!
Ok, u say u wanna change and willing to listen to our complaint and try to change those Bad attitude? tell me what have you change? Asking me don be so irresponsible when coming home so late but didn't inform housemate? How bout you? Say i open music too loud and annoyed you? How bout what you did every day last time?
Try to look at the mirror and reflect and ask GOD what did you do wrong?Stop complaining to GOD why people hate you for reason and try to avoid and blind yourself from your own weakness and mistake. STOP MIS-USE GOD to cover up your mistake and blame on other people. and BTW, please respect other people religion and belief. You so proud on your GOD and look down on other people belief, did you GOD teach you that? If you so like to criticizes other people religion and belief, so what you make such a fuss when people criticizes you religion and GOD? see...this is all those mistake that even a primary school student will realize but not you =_=
Good Luck to you on your future continue-ing SUFFERING!!!
P/s: Btw don't try to psycho and drag other people down for your shit and try to make other people as your alliance... Stop hurting other innocence people...

Never ending hatred and lealousy~~

2011-10-17T23:09:00.002+08:00

It seems like i can't never get off from this 2 elements. Both was chasing me wherever i go... I just can understand why people need to be jealous and try to sabotage on my success? and i just can believe why people wanna hate me because of their own problem and at last, add a bit of sugar and spice, it become that i'm the one got problem...
Just right when u fake and tell lies but busted by your alliances, u start to act wierd and pity and isolated yourself from us and act like we boycott you and try to put the blame on me. Don't say we ddnt give you the chance to change, but you just can't get off from your old habit and sorry for not trusting you because all the trust that i have on you is just like an eraser that keep on help you to rub off your mistake but now... the eraser was wear off and disappear. i can't help it but turn my back on you.
I did try my best to get it right back up and act as normal again but the damage you have done to our relationship and people surround us was hard to be forgotten. Let time heal everything...
If you want people to respect you, the first thing you need to do is to respect the people around you first.

How does it feel like?

2011-10-17T00:23:00.003+08:00

How do you feel when your best pal ignore u,delete u from facebook, ignore your sms without any explanation and reason?
depression is the best word describe my feeling now...
And i found the Best song to describe my feeling~~
Get It Right lyrics

What have I done? I wish I could run.
Away from this ship going under
Just trying to help, hurt everyone else
Now I feel the weight of the world is
On my shoulders

What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
To get it ri-igh-ight

Can I start again with my faith shaken?
'Cause I can't go back and undo this
I just have to stay and face my mistakes
But if I get stronger and wiser
I'll get through this

What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of thingsI just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right

So I throw up my fist
Throw a punch in the air
And accept the truth, that sometimes life isn't fair
Yeah, I'll send down a wish
Yeah, I'll send up a prayer
And finally, someone will see
How much I care

What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
Oh my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take?
To get it right
To get it ri-igh-ight.

It's all about you~~~

2011-10-05T23:26:00.003+08:00

it was so true when it describe YOU!!!

Do you think you worth it?

2011-09-27T22:00:00.000+08:00

well when you doesnt respect other people and you expect other people to respect you.does that make sense.I may be quiet bout it but doesnt mean i agree with it.
before asking anyone to fulfill your request, sit down and think. Have you ever did a favor to other people just like the one u ask people to give you a favor on doing something?

Endurance

2011-09-24T18:55:00.002+08:00

Things just happen to fast...Thing getting out of control and stress build up.i just have to withstand it and prove to them i can make it to the top.
When you did something wrong don't be afraid to admit it.Rather than u using lie to cover it because later on you need to create another lie to cover your first lie and so on~~You may escape for that moment but when the lies have been discover by other people. The outcome will be more fatal than you admit it before making the first lies.Don't feel hurt when people doesn't trust you anymore because you ask for it.Continue to be ignorant and cover up your mistake, L.O.S.E.R.!!!

Please STOP Biatch!!!

2011-09-19T22:59:00.002+08:00

Some Biatch really don't know they were Bitchin over there.Please look at the mirror and you are HELL no Great at ALL!!!Stop acting and seeing yourself as the Bitch at the top of the human hierarchy!!NO ONE CARE BOUT IT!!! So JUST stop Bitching and talk BAD bout other people while you are worse than that person.

STOP envy and jealous on other people!!!

2011-09-19T22:57:00.004+08:00

What the use if you envious and jealous on other people achievement?Some more keep on gossip on other people achievement?If you are jealous, start to take action and show that you can reach that goal also instead of sit there to gossip about that person and staying jealous at there without doing any improvement..

Home Sweet Home

2011-09-17T19:21:00.001+08:00

Staying at home really is a blessing.been pampered at home, eat good and healthy food that only i can have at home.really miss the moment to be at home.I hope in the future i can still enjoy the "Enjoyment" that i have during these holiday ^^

Privacy and freedom

2011-09-14T22:57:00.002+08:00

I always wondering bout my privacy and freedom of speech in my blog.i always think that my blog is the way on what i feel and what i wanna to share.Something people just getting my nerves and complain and critic my blog.I have my own style and Own freedom to said what i like.If u feel uncomfortable please get away from my blog and stand aside.

2011-09-13T23:57:00.001+08:00

Forget about Hatred, because it only bring despair...Be honest and repent your mistake, instead of telling lies...when you told a lie, you need to tell another lie to hide your lie.the circle will going round and round...
Just treat other people on how you want other people treat.therefore don't demand other people to respect you while you didnt even respect other peopleDon't be so proud of yourself because you may not know when you will fall.

My Convo ^^

2011-09-11T17:09:00.002+08:00

Say congratulations to me ^^ Today was my convocation and i was quite happy with ithaving a great time with some old pals.right now waiting there for my friends to upload the pictures ^^
Just wanna thanks my "real" friends for going through with me thru thick and thin and always give me support and sincere help. I really appreciate it ^^

Right back to you

2011-09-11T17:08:00.000+08:00

Hypocrite will always be hypocrite,
Ignorant will always be ignorant,
Fools always remain as fools,
Don't think too great of yourself,
because one day, karma will come back to you...
What Goes Around, Come Around~~~

Be Strong and Face the reality

2011-09-04T22:35:00.003+08:00

Life is not an easy path for us to go across it.
If you think that a comfortable and smooth life without problem and obstacles are good life, then you are wrong because that mean your life is meaningless. Many people may say, i'm lucky because i no need to go thru hardship all my life till now. even though you haven't go thru any hardship, you should stand up and find for problem to overcome it. This will make your life more meaningful instead sitting there boasting around how good you are and hurt other people feeling with the attitude and the way you talking.
The biggest mistake is you make assumption with just a few encounter,. Without really asking and investigate the matter, straight away jump into the conclusion is the worse part. Stop telling me like you know everything and speak without considering my feeling and do action without consider my position and self-esteem.
For my dear friend out there, be strong and learn to how to be alone and be together with the crowd. Do remember that you doesn't need to depend on other people to live. You have your own hand and own feet to move and do your own things. Don't take things so hard because there always a golden rules that all humankind should follow.

The Golden Rule or ethic of reciprocity is a maxim, ethical code, or morality that essentially states either of the following:
One should treat others as one would like others to treat oneself (positive form)
One should not treat others in ways that one would not like to be treated (negative/prohibitive form, also called the Silver Rule)

Start to think too much already =_=

2011-07-06T22:34:00.002+08:00

recently i been a bit over sensitive and pessimistic. i start to care too much on how people treat me and the way they look at me =_=Well especially those a few days back that can chit chat with me and smile when we meet each other, now have suddenly like stranger and don't talk with each other.Well maybe i was grown up or been poluted by the world of gossip and back stabbing during my University life, i start to think a lot and a lot of things that doesnt sem correct and maybe it was correct. things started to get lose of control. i Think i have to calm down and yeah... don;t care too much on people how to look at you, you shuold do and be yourelf and proof yourself who you are. Backstabber always lose in the end if u can STAND STRONG to overcome those backstabbing and gossiping. I think on the same time i need to change my attitude. well i think my bad habit is back, isolated myself and keep silent and be alone at the corner. Well i think i got dual personality...buahaha...i can be cheerful at one time and be silence like a mute people at the another time >.<i really need to change this bad habits, well i need to be more and more daring, have more courage. people don't choi you, u go nag them till the choi you. LOL
Hahaha... just wanna let the world out there to know, don't judge the book by its cover. i may be like this in front of you know but i can be another people when we get more closer ^^
GOOD LUCK and ALL DA BEST for my new life...

Training day~~~

2011-07-01T00:33:00.001+08:00

Woot…second week almost ended. Haha you should be asking what second week have almost ended right? Well is my training period XD. Haha, I have been employed to a paint coating company call DuraChem at Shah Alam. Staying at company hostel is totally different from the home that I stay during my school day at Kampar. I don’t know why but suddenly I fell like wanna use the time machine to turn back my time. I really miss them very much, no matter how many conflict and misunderstanding have happen, but we always end up talking with each other again and forget everything that happen. I’m doubt that this will be happening here. Conflict may happen but yet it was hard to solve conflict here especially we receive the different religious teaching and point of view and not to mention the consideration toward each other? No matter what happen in my previous Student house (the house that I stay at Kampar last time), we always try to consider about other people feeling and try to tolerate with each other. I don’t know la maybe because I stay in single room and always stay alone and going everyway also alone, eat also alone, sleep also alone and almost everything I also do it alone without interfere with other housemate activities.

But right after I move to my company hostel, I been tied to everything and have to do it together with my housemate, well in other point of view they didn’t do anything wrong but it just that I have a different way of handle and doing things. Sometimes I feel like wanna tell them not to do this and that but in the end, think back, who am I to ask them not to do this and that. I’m the one that sticking to them and not to mention depend on them to solve my transport problem and my kiasiness that scare to do thing alone sometimes an especially going places that full with a lot of people that I don’t know.

I don’t know why I been so confident in front of the people that I close with but totally nervous and shy in front of those people that I don’t know… well I have a terrible bad habit, I like to look on the floor when I passing by some people that I not familiar with and of I choose to ignore those people that passing by. This cause a lot of misunderstanding, I receive feedback that people think I’m stuck up, but actually I’m not TT~TT.

Erm… well this week was a bit sad you know, I been training at general lab but yet I didn’t know I got a good senior there, well actually he is just and internship trainee but well he have a good learning ability. Haha at least he more pro than me and my new colleague la. But sadly he gonna end his internship next Friday. Well there go another good colleague. I just have to survive and well try to have a different point of view on looking toward my career, colleagues and new hostel mate.

Good luck to me and yeah not to forget to mention, is time for me to get active again joining SGM activities. Gonna try my best to join Selangor’s Creativy group and also the cultural group. Gambateh for my future ^^

OMG!!!nervous is overcome my consciousness~~~

2011-06-14T22:44:00.003+08:00

tomorrow is the day for my damn bloody first interview...LOL...i shouldn't use the damn bloody word, because i should say myself lucky =_=thanks to my ex-coursemate for introducing me this company.if not him, it wont be so successfully >.<haha well the day i sent, straight away call the HR manager (LOL)and confirm with her whether recieved my resume or not and she said she didnt recieve it...well i send thru jobstreet nia. but anyway i re-send to her my resume.and yeah, without even looking at my resume she straight away confirm the interview time with me O_O and everything settle, not long after that she send another confirmation email to me about the interview session...well tomorrow is the big day...wish me good luck ya...

Parents is still the best

2011-05-01T21:02:00.000+08:00

People us to say the best helper and person to talk tois your best friends, house mates or classmatewhen you need someone to talk to.but for me, my mum and my dad are still the best listener.
i doesnt really need to tell them everything,but just listen to their voice and those supportive wordare already enough for me to release all my stress...
when i feel no ok with my current situation,my mum will be the first person that able to analyze everythingwithout knowing the whole thing.and understand what i want to say and what i seek for.a person that willing to think on my shoe, my POV.
My dad will be the person who doesnt really knowhow to handle my situation but try his best to give me the best.No matter how hard his working life is, he wll try his bestto et the best for me and my sibling.he willing to sacrifice for us without any condition.
day by day feeling more and more guilty to them.but when things happens, let it happen.move forward and dont repeat what you have done previously.i try to repay them with what i got.
Daddy and Mommy, i love you both <3

i hope you understand

2011-05-01T20:50:00.002+08:00

Stop forcing me to do something that i not willing to do,when i try to avoid it or broke the promise,stop pushing all the blame on me and criticizes me,i'm not willing to do all these from the beginning.
You will feel annoyed and frustrate when things happen,so do i, because we both are human after all.you got feeling and emotion so do i.You may have some relationship problem or experience some uncomfortable incident,but that doesnt mean i will facing the same thing.
so stop comparing and judge thing on your own opinion,i'm not say you are wrong but just that sometimes the same theory cannot apply on different ppl.it may effectively applied on some ppl but not all ppl.when you are consulting one friend, try to think on their shoes,now say out everything also according to your own perception.
i have my own life, my own friends, my own path.i want my stream flow on it own path, stop forcing my stream to flow the same direction as you do.different people have different lifestyle n destiny.we may related to each other but that doesnt meanwe must have the same destiny and walk the same path.
i hope you understand this factsfinally no offences to anyone of you thru this post.i just need to release out my frustration and feeling.it doesnt direct on certain individual, but on the whole.

Love your weakness because you are Born his Way

2011-04-28T17:15:00.004+08:00

people used to ask me why you so freaking obsess with Glee and call yourself a GLEEK (glee+geek). sometimes is hard to answer them. i like the way the sing, the way they dance, the real life example drama of now days teenager facing, and last but not least, the moral value and educational value that bring out from this Drama.
In the recent episode title "Born This Way", it really give me quite a big impact on the issue self-forgive and self-acceptance. This episode regarding something bout changing themselves thru plastic surgery, hide their real identities in different way and denied ho they are. But through out the whole episode, it bring out a big discussion about changing your weakness and act like someone else is almost like you hate your own real self and hide in disguise.
To admit it, ya i having the same problem and this give me a big encouragement to stop hiding in the closet. Show the world who the real me and shop hiding. i'm not saying that keep on having the weakness and move forward. what i wanna to express is to improve yourself and getting better to overcome our weakness but not hiding and cover your weakness and act like it wasnt there...
here is the big big dedication to all my GLEEK fans~~~

i feel uncomfortable...

2011-04-21T22:28:00.003+08:00

After things so called ended previous day. i really though it will ended for both good. but i just can't believe that one chapter have end, another chapter started. now things getting nastier and nastier.
those claim to say ok i give up this and that...everything just an act. people getting rebel and attack back. some even say will so called go ask for lawyer advice and sue-ed each other. some times i feel like they like child playing sand.
when u ask for lawyer advice, u need to pay for the consultation fees. after you paid and consult a lawyer, it depend the lawyer wanna take the case or not and the money is not refundable =_=
so do you think you still wanted to so called ask lawyer to sue another person? well depend on you whether wanna waste your money or not. what i can say is, this kind of small things can be settle easily. why till the extend to ask for legal action. Haiz, it just a waste of time and money.
before you do any action think about the consequences, the end result may hurt not just yourself. it may hurt your love one, especially your parent. You may gain satisfaction after you so call win this childish argument but try to think what other people will look at you and your family?
when a child misbehave, the blame is not to the child, but his/her parents. think wisely before you make silly action according to your own feeling. Your feeling not every time is correct but it may lead you to disaster.

i Have said what i need to say

2011-04-20T22:29:00.002+08:00

Today having a meeting/counselling session together with a group of people to sort the problem out. each of us listen to everyone perception toward this problemand let each other know how we feel between each other.it was an open discussion session and it seems everyone have clearly statedtheir own expectation after that conversation.
it seems like everyone sharing the same vision.CUT off the relationship and moving forward on our own path.stop struggling and resisting to change the facts.and i have already said what i need to say.
"U cant force the environment/social to change in order to adapt your personality,but you have to change yourself to adapt the society"
"U cant change how people treat and look at you,you can only change yourself to a better person"
"need to know how to start the problem and solve the problem, learn how to take and also how to let it go/give it away."
"Need to learn how to stand up after every fall, instead of blaming other people, try to reflect on yourself and try to build back your own self esteem"
"Learn how to be independent instead of continue-ing depending on other people and force other people to go along your flow"

E.M.O Season is back

2011-04-18T13:18:00.002+08:00

well recently i posted so many emo stuff at facebok...and my friend say "why recently u become so emo?"i was like huh...how cant i not emo. A lot of thing happen.friendship problem and studies problem.but friendship problem is the most critical =_=
back-stab and been criticizes is normal for us. but been back-stab and criticizes by your best friend [i should say ex-best fren for now]. the trust of him/her toward me have getting so low and i dunno why he/she don't believe me. well yeah he almost get me failed and yes but thanks to my sincere friend who willing to remind me and tell me what have happening. or else i die hard on my exam already. for now thanks god at least i manage to reveal his/her real face at the last moment. the friendship for almost 3 years is nothing because just like the quotation.
"Trust is like an eraser...it gets smaller and smaller after every mistake and betrayal!!! well, just wanna to tell u that your eraser have all become eraser traces a long long time ago... so don't ask me to gain trust on you anymore... Good bye stranger..."

Change new blog skin

2011-04-18T13:16:00.001+08:00

currently getting bored with the old layout. so yeah...i change a new one.but yet i still having problem...i cant stretch my layout full screen ==there is still blank page next to my beside my layout

unwanted chain reaction

2011-04-06T18:53:00.002+08:00

Feels everything changes so fast , some friendship broke and lead to another one. but i want this reaction just in a single step. no more chain reaction. i don't want because of one person everyone start to argue and hurt each other. Wise man say, "what other people say is their choice, we can't stop them from spilling everything out."instead of been affected by it, why don't we concentrate on something that is more important rather complain bout it? be happy ya my friends ^^
i do believe we keep it down but you continue to do so many unnecessary things to gain attention and act like so pity like the world have owe you a life. well...continue doing it. you may fool human but do remember you cant fool the GOD... and judgement will come at the end. Evil always lose to Justice and just sit there and prepare to be punish and gain more karma...
ok i'm fine people...chill and have a god day my reader ^^
ps:it just my own opinion on my friendships with my Net friend that we didnt even met before. so stop saying that i bashing my nearby friends.that was exceptional ==
current mood: fine and strss coz cant finish up my work X_X

Everything happen too fast

2011-04-06T02:27:00.002+08:00

a few day ago was the worse day this year. i Have received 3 bad news at once. nothing really matter anyway but i dunno why it seems like i cant handle the stress so much. maybe because i been mentally abuse last week? maybe it was just myself too sensitive or what but really feel depressed the other day. after when everything feels like is getting better. suddenly got a bad news and like chain reaction, one by one coming to me. for the first time i like kena emotionally breakdown...i eventually without any purpose hurt my bestie feeling...but she forgive me. well i'm just kinda of like weakling. dunno why suddenly everything just come to me.
well, what i can do now is stand up and solve everything 1 by 1...nothing to whine about because at the end i still have to solve it one by one... Just this time i wanna to make sure i can handle it well...just wish me good luck ya ^^

No one forcing you to follow on what am i choosing

2011-04-04T06:55:00.002+08:00

No one forcing you to follow on what am i choosing, you are free to choose the path that you want follow. The world is so big, choose the path suit you and stop following other people because at the end you will stuck there and then start to condemning other people that lead you to an unpleasant/wrong choice.
stop showing those annoyance faces and say i hate that thing this and that,and when people ask why you choose those things?because he/or she recommended and say wanna buy things there.zzz... first u request wanna buy something oriental, so i'm kind enough to say i know one place got sell oriental stuff.so yup i bring you there and yet i didn't force you to TAKE it!
we stay they coz we wanna buy something and if you don't like it you can go other places,because there a lot other choices and varieties around here.i HAVE SAID it, but what you say? better all stick together.right after that you condemning that i bring you to a bad placesand make you have an unpleasant experience.
I'm so sorry, maybe i'm having a bad day and take it wrongly,but it kinda of hurt because you kinda like put the blame on me.sometimes kinda like hard to make a decision, i have my own authority also.And i choose what i like even though it was a wrong decision.What the point you follow me and at the end u complain bout me.
Sometime i feel like you need to judge a people from time to time,people may sure their true color at some particular time and places.This is what we call human nature. Selfish and yet Foolish.
current mood: BAD

Confession of a Broke Hearted dude

2011-04-02T12:43:00.002+08:00

"If it's broken part, replace itIf it's broken arm then brace itIf it's broken heart then face i"
-quote from my course mate-
I dunno why this will happen to me, first u say I'm you best and close friends but know what? when people ignored you, you come approach me, especially when you need my help to PASS the message or get close back to your so called friends. you send a few good luck wishes to other people for their viva presentation but not me...LOL and I'm a bit of surprise that we both having Viva presentation today but instead your send your wishes to your so called BEST FRIEND via me and ask me pass that msg to your friend but you didn't even wish me good luck at all =_=, i been wondering what am i to you? TOOLs or a real friends? haha let dint bother bout this issue and keep moving forward... because at least i get see it trough the inner you and yeah we weren't that close at all ==
So from this moment onward go have your own life and your fantasy. stop using me to get close to those so called "you real best friend". I'm getting sick of it till the extend that i don't feel like talking to you anymore. Bravo and Congratulation that you are the first person that i hate so much till the extend when i saw your face feel like wanna explode with anger and feel disgusted. because you have broken the fragile heart of mine and let JUST FACE THE FACTS!!
1) i wont be friend with you anymore2) i wont helping you to so called help you to pass the message to your friends3) listen to you so called explanation because your excuses are so lame that even a 3yrs old also won't accept it.4) stop making those expression to gain my sympathy or attention coz i wont get into the trap anymore. 5) Face it and move forward instead of continue indulge in your dark past.6) when all your so called friend kick you away from their life, just go find new friends instead of resist there and struggle to get s accept you back coz they wont happen.
Actually you having some real true friends that treat you sincerely and caring for you very much like family. why you didn't satisfied with that and make yourself so low to struggle and insist those people that don't want to friend with you to accept your back in their life? that what i call greed and foolish. you just hurt yourself even more and more deeply. it already reach the stage that u can UNDO back all what you have done. u cant so called "FIX and Revert" back all those mistake you have done. just face the facts and continue more forward before you make the whole world turn against you. REMEMBER that FACT. STOP before it turn nastier =_=

E.M.O

2011-03-25T18:59:00.002+08:00

I don't know why i been so emo so suddenly. After browse some picture from Facebook and see some of my old pal hanging out happily and when i think back the old days that we used to hang out always but for now, when we meet each other again face to face, some of them not recognize me anymore and some even worse when i greet them , they act like didnt saw me and just move pass by me like i'm some kind of stranger. it feel hurt though when you cherish those old memories and friendship so much but then people treat you like a stranger or used friend that been throw aside.
Some even compare you with you new friends, whose is so called more friendly and same channel when you guys chit chat together. But i admit it that after a long time we didnt meet, our topic of chatting become lesser and something we feel awkward when we meet each other again. when i think back the old times we use to be together, sleep,eat and play together. having so much fun times together, but know everything is a PAST TENSE now. we seems to split up and walk different path of life together and having our own life that doesn't really match up like we used to be at the past.
All of it just like a dream that will vanished when we back to the reality. Most of us tend to forget the old and find new one as time passes by. and I don't know why i so bother by this. But luckily there is still someone there for me and stand by my side. I sincerely say Thank you for continue be my friends and i hope that you guys can walking me me until the end of our life. Sometimes i was disturbed by the word "Friends Forever", does that really can applied to our life? i been struggling whether to believe or not to it. but i choose to believe because when you believe something that things will be coming true.
So why not move forward and and live your life happier?then i come across a few song that can really represent my current emotional.

i'm not missing you, i want to move forward instead of indulge in the past and continue to hurt myself.

"There's Gonna Be More to Life", When you feel depress and feel your life is coming to an end, try to listen to this song. This is the song that used to keep me moving forward until the end of my life, no mater how harsh my life is, i just need to continue keep on move forward.

How Should I React?

2011-03-17T03:14:00.001+08:00

What should i do when someone is standing near your look weird like suffer in pain but after awhile he like a happy person without any worries.
and the incident keep on repeating? what should i do? keep the bias perception away...i don't care is real or not. but how should i react?
i today done a cruel things....i ignored that person. because i using the bias and stereotype of perception. i choose to ignore because i believe everything he done is a LIES and Drama.

Silence is Gold

2011-03-16T21:27:00.002+08:00

So time i do believe that shut up is better than speak up.When u try to express something in you opinion with thinking thru your brain,that is a bad/fool thing to do.Because in the end u make a fool of yourself in front of the world and yet bring Shame to your family, country and the nation.Make sure you go do some research and think about it before you try to blurt it out in front of everyone in the public. Speech and word doesn't recognize the status of the speaker. i recognize the person who said it out and yeah. Nothing can be done once u say it out LOUD in the public and in front of the whole world.I just hope that this time is the PENGAJARAN to you to think before you say it out. put a shame on yourself is enough, dun drag us all down together with you. LANGSUNG TAK GENTLEMEN pun ==

Nothing Gonna Change If....

2011-03-15T23:25:00.000+08:00

Nothing gonna change if u remain the same.Nothing gonna change if u try to change the surrounding and remain the same old self.Nothing gonna change if u didnt change your bad attitude and ask people to accept you.Nothing gonna change if u expect me to accept your new personality when we all know that is not right and abnormal.
Nothing gonna change because my heart already broken to thousand of pieces because of the damage you have done to all of us. and i will never forget that.
Farewell my old pal. May you find a better friends that can accept the new you.

Japan Quake as Seen from Twitter (Translated by me so quality questionable)

2011-03-14T23:03:00.002+08:00

Japanese people have been very open on Twitter about their experiences following the quake. These snippets of what moved them and touched them during these very trying times are heart-warming. I have attempted a rough translation on some of them so that you can have a read.

Please continue to pray for the people in Japan.

I hope these mini-stories will bring strength and encouragement to my friends and family in Japan by letting them know that, not only does the world sympathize with them, it looks up to them in admiration! My thoughts are with you.

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* ディズニーランドでの出来事

http://twitter.com/unosuke/status/46376846505426944

ディズニーランドでは、ショップのお菓子なども配給された。ちょっと派手目な女子高生たちが必要以上にたくさんもらってて「何だ？」って一瞬思ったけど、その後その子たちが、避難所の子供たちにお菓子を配っていたところ見て感動。子供連れは動けない状況だったから、本当にありがたい心配りだった

At Tokyo Disneyland:

Tokyo Disneyland was handing out its shops’ food and drinks for free to the stranded people nearby. I saw a bunch of snobby looking highschool girls walking away with large portions of it and initially though “What the …” But I later I found out they were taking them to the families with little children at emergency evacuation areas. Very perceptive of them, and a very kind thing to do indeed.

* 国連からのメッセージ

http://twitter.com/akitosk/status/46302222346223616

国連からのコメント「日本は今まで世界中に援助をしてきた援助大国だ。今回は国連が全力で日本を援助する。」に感動した。良い事をしたら戻ってくるのです。これがいい例なのです

Message from the UN

Secretary General Ban Ki Moon: “Japan is one of (the UN’s) most generous and strongest benefactors, coming to the assistance of those in need the world over. In that spirit, the United Nations stands by the people of Japan and we will do anything and everything we can at this very difficult time.” I was moved at his words. What better example that good things happen to those who do good.

* 渋滞した交差点での出来事

http://twitter.com/micakom/status/46264887281848320

一回の青信号で１台しか前に進めないなんてザラだったけど、誰もが譲り合い穏やかに運転している姿に感動した。複雑な交差点で交通が５分以上完全マヒするシーンもあったけど、１０時間の間お礼以外のクラクションの音を耳にしなかった。恐怖と同時に心温まる時間で、日本がますます好きになった。

At a congested downtown intersection …

Cars were moving at the rate of maybe one every green light, but everyone was letting each other go first with a warm look and a smile. At a complicated intersection, the traffic was at a complete standstill for 5 minutes, but I listened for 10 minutes and didn’t hear a single beep or honk except for an occasional one thanking someone for giving way. It was a terrifying day, but scenes like this warmed me and made me love my country even more.

* 揺れている最中でも・・・

http://twitter.com/gj_neko26/statuses/46394706481004544

聞いた話でびっくりしたのが、とっさに「入口の確保」と揺れてるにも関わらず、あの状況で歩いて入口を開けた人が居たのが凄いと思った。正直、シャンデリアも証明も何時落ちるか分からないのに、凄く勇敢な人が居た事に感動した。

During the earthquake

We’ve all been trained to immediately open the doors and establish an escape route when there is an earthquake. In the middle of the quake while the building was shaking crazily and things falling everywhere, a man made his way to the entrance and held it open. Honestly, the chandelier could have crashed down any minute … that was a brave man!

* バス停で・・・

http://twitter.com/yunico_jp/status/46168394755612672

バスが全然来ない中、@saiso が、バス停の前にある薬局でカイロを買ってきて、並んで待ってる人みんなに配った！

Bus stop mini episode:

It was freezing and bus was taking ages to arrive. “@saiso” left the queue to run to a nearby pharmacy. He bought heating pads and gave one to everyone in the queue!

* ディズニーシーにて

http://twitter.com/kfstudio/status/46390032776437760

ディズニーシーに一泊した娘、無事帰宅しました！キャストのみなさんが寒い中でも笑顔で接してくれて不安を感じることなく過ごせたそうです。防寒のカイロやビニール袋、夜・朝の軽食と飲み物、おやつまで。ディズニーの素晴らしさに感動です。頑張ってくれたキャストさん、ほんとにありがとう！！

Thank you Tokyo Disney Sea

My daughter who was staying at DisneySea just made it back home! Many, many thanks to the staff who worked very hard in the cold with ready smiles that made her to feel safe and secure during the entire night. They brought her food, drinks, snacks, heating pads, and anything necessary to ensure she was comfortable and secure throughout her stay. I was touched by the Disney staff’s warmth and hospitality. Thank you so much!

* 日本人の良さを再認識

http://twitter.com/VietL/status/46376383592677376

この地震が、きっかけになって、失いかけていた日本人本来の良さが戒間見れた気がする。犯罪はする様子はなく、助け合い、律儀、紳士的。普段日本人は冷たい人が多い…。って個人的に感じてるんだけど、多くの人が今回で「絆」を取り戻しつつあるように見えて、それがなんか感動して、泣けてくる。

Reminded of the goodness of the Japanese people

This earthquake has reminded me of that Japanese goodness that had recently become harder and harder to see. Today I see no crime or looting: I am reminded once again of the good Japanese spirit of helping one another, of propriety, and of gentleness. I had recently begun to regard my modern countrymen as cold people … but this earthquake has revived and given back to all of us the spirit of “kizuna” (bond, trust, sharing, the human connection). I am very touched. I am brought to tears.

* 段ボールに感動

http://twitter.com/aquarius_rabbit/status/46213254376210432

ホームで待ちくたびれていたら、ホームレスの人達が寒いから敷けって段ボールをくれた。いつも私達は横目で流してるのに。あたたかいです。

Card board boxes, Thank you!

It was cold and I was getting very weary waiting forever for the train to come. Some homeless people saw me, gave me some of their own cardboard boxes and saying “you’ll be warmer if you sit on these!” I have always walked by homeless people pretending I didn’t see them, and yet here they were offering me warmth. Such warm people.

* 外国人から見た日本人

http://twitter.com/kiritansu/status/46335057689980928

外国人から見た地震災害の反応。物が散乱しているスーパーで、落ちているものを律儀に拾い、そして列に黙って並んでお金を払って買い物をする。運転再開した電車で混んでるのに妊婦に席を譲るお年寄り。この光景を見て外国人は絶句したようだ。本当だろう、この話。すごいよ日本。

What foreigners are saying about Japanese people

At a supermarket where everything was scattered everywhere over the floors, shoppers were helping pick them up and putting them back neatly on the shelves before quietly moving into line to wait to pay for them. On the totally jam-packed first train after the quake, an elderly man gave up his seat for a pregnant woman. Foreigners have told me they are amazed witnessing sights like these. I do believe they actually saw what they said they saw. Japan is truly amazing.

* メディアの動きについて

http://twitter.com/V10CENTAURO/statuses/46388641001508864

ツイッターやＵＳＴでの状況共有と、それに連動するマスコミの動きは、阪神淡路大震災の時とは比べ物にならない質の高さを感じる。もちろん過去の辛い経験から得た教訓を、みんな活かそうとしている感動。

Information network this time around

The information sharing efforts on Twitter or USTREAM, together with the quality of coverage and crucial updates provided by the mass media this time around is incomparable to what we got during the Kobe earthquake. I am deeply impressed by Japan’s successful efforts and ability to put to practice lessons learnt from past tragedies.

* 絵師さん

http://twitter.com/izumi823/statuses/46387948681297920

絵師さんたちがこの地震でみんなに元気付けようと必死に美しい絵や励ましのイラストを描いていることに感動。みんな自分にできることをしたいと思っているんだね。

Touch of art

I saw artists and painters trying to keep things upbeat by painting or drawing beautiful or encouraging drawings for the evacuees around them. I was touched at how everyone was doing their very best to help.

* BBCの報道

http://twitter.com/bozzo1985/status/46228470614855681

本当に感動。泣けてくる。⇒BBCめっちゃ誉めてる。地球最悪の地震が世界で一番準備され訓練された国を襲った。その力や政府が試される。犠牲は出たが他の国ではこんなに正しい行動はとれないだろう。日本人は文化的に感情を抑制する力がある。

BBC Reports

The words of BBC’s reports are so moving they make me cry. They were praising us with words of admiration! “One of the worst earthquakes in recorded history has hit the world’s most well-prepared, well-trained nations. The strength of its government and its people are put to the test. While there have been casualties, in no other country could the government and the people have worked together in such an accurate and coordinated way in the face of such tragedy. The Japanese people have shown their cultural ability to remain calm in the face of adversity.”

* 父親の行動

http://twitter.com/s_hayatsuki/status/46386255767937024

1階に下りて中部電力から関東に送電が始まってる話をしたら、普段はTVも暖房も明かりもつけっぱなしの父親が何も言わずに率先してコンセントを抜きに行った。少し感動した。

A little story about Papa

We live in an area that was not directly hit. When my father came downstairs and heard the news saying that our area had begun allocating electricity to the hard-hit areas, he quietly led by example, turning off the power around the house and pulling the plugs out of their sockets. I was touched. He usually NEVER turns off the lights or the AC or the TV or anything!

* 整列する日本人

http://twitter.com/HASUNA_Natsuko/status/46331839136276480

日本人すごい！！こんな時にも山手線ホームできれいに整列してる …涙。有楽町駅を上から眺む。 http://twitpic.com/48kn1u

Japanese people don’t shove

I'm looking at Yurakucho station from above. I see people standing in line, not pushing or shoving to get onto the Yamanote Line (probably the busiest line in central Tokyo), even at a time like this!

* パン屋

http://twitter.com/ayakishimoto/statuses/46403599743451136

昨日の夜中、大学から徒歩で帰宅する道すがら、とっくに閉店したパン屋のおばちゃんが無料でパン配給していた。こんな喧噪のなかでも自分にできること見つけて実践している人に感動。心温まった。東京も捨てたもんじゃないな。

The bakery lady

There was a small bread shop on the street I take to go to school. It has long been out of business. But last night, I saw the old lady of the shop giving people her handmade bread for free. It was a heart-warming sight. She, like everyone else, was doing what she could to help people in a time of need. Tokyo isn’t that bad afterall!

* 日本ってすごい

http://twitter.com/tksksks/statuses/46403815397801984

日本って凄い。官僚も民間も、皆で助けようとしてる。トラックの運転手も有志で物資運んでるらしいし、東北の交通整備をヤクザさんがやってるという話も聞いた。最近、日本に対して誇りを持てないことが続いていたけれど、そんなことない。日本は凄い国だ。素直に感動してる。日本国の皆さん頑張ろう！

Japan is a wonderful nation!

Both the government and the people, everyone is helping one another today. There are truck drivers helping evacuees move. I even heard that the “yakuza” (gangsters, organized crime groups) are helping to direct traffic in the Tohoku region! There have been many recent developments that have made me lose my sense of pride in my country, but not anymore. Japan is an amazing place! I’m just simply touched. Go Japan!

* twitterすごい

http://twitter.com/bobiko009/statuses/46403721046933504

Twitterの方々の情報とかが一致団結しててすごくたすかります。みなさま親切です！！こういうとき、なんか、感動します。最近は近所とつきあいなかったり冷たい世の中だとか思ってたけどそんなことなかったね。

Twitter is amazing!

The information shared to us all by the twitter community has been amazingly consistent with each other and has been so helpful. Thank you Twitterers! I’m very moved. People recently talk about social networks replacing traditional social life and making people cold and unsociable in real life. But … I guess that’s not true at all.

* ドイツ人の友達

http://twitter.com/sikkoku_otsuyu/status/46392832893796352

ドイツ人の友達が地震が起きた時に渋谷に居て、パニックになっていた所を日本人に助けてもらったらしく、その時の毅然とした日本人の態度や足並み乱さずに店の外に出てやるべきことを淡々とこなす姿にひどく感動し、まるでアーミーのようだったと言っていた。

From a German friend

A German friend of mine was in Shibuya (downtown Tokyo shopping district) when the earthquake hit. He was panicking when a Japanese passerby saved him, taking him into a building. My friend was blown away at how calm and disciplined this Japanese man was. He went out of the building with firm, unfaltering steps, did everything he was trained to do and came back. My German friend was deeply impressed by the Japanese people’s actions during the earthquake, saying they looked like a trained army.

* スーパーでの出来事

http://twitter.com/endless_6/status/46395420523503616

スーパーで無事買物出来ましたヽ(´o｀；でもお客さんのほとんどが他の人の事を考えて必要最低限しか買わない感じだったのが感動しました（涙）

At the supermarket

I just came back safely from the supermarket! Man, I was so touched at how everyone there was mindful of others, buying only as much as they needed and leaving the rest for the people behind them.

* 御殿場で

http://twitter.com/Raaaaayuu/statuses/46392890313801728

実際日本すごいよ。昨日信号が一カ所も機能していない御殿場市でもお互いにドライバー同士譲り合ってたし、地元のおじいちゃんおばあちゃんが手信号やってくれてたりで、混乱もなく本当感動した。9時間運転してたけど前車を煽るようなドライバーはもちろんいなかったし、みんな譲り合い精神。

Gotenba traffic

Japan is really something! Yesterday, not a single traffic light was functioning in Gotenba City. But drivers knew to take turns at intersections and give way to others when needed. Local people were using flags to direct traffic at intersections. I drove for 9 hours but never saw a single car trying to get in front of another. Every single driver on the road contributed to the traffic situation and as a result there was no confusion at all.

* 「みんな」

http://twitter.com/n_yum/statuses/46388003706380288

タクシー運ちゃんと電車駅員さんとおばさんと話したけど、みんな遅くまで帰れなかったりしてすごく疲れているのに、苛立つ事なく、言葉遣いもふるまいも丁寧で、逆に気遣われてしまった。｢みんな大変だから｣という"みんな"って意識があることに感動するし、私も受け継いで大事にしたい文化。

“All of us”

I spoke with an old taxi driver and some elderly staff at the train stations. All of them had been working non-stop and had not been able to go home for a long time. They were visibly very tired, but never once did they show any sign of impatience; they were gentle and very caring. They told me “… because all of us are in this together.” I was touched at what the notion of “all of us” meant to these elderly people. It is a value I will treasure and carry on to my generation.

* 日本の強さ

http://twitter.com/dita_69/status/46309373458382849

サントリーの自販機無料化softbankWi-Fiスポット解放、色んな人達が全力で頑張っててそれに海外が感動・協力してる。海外からの援助受け入れに躊躇したり自衛隊派遣を遅らせたりしてた阪神淡路大震災の頃より日本は確実に強い国になってるんだ。みんな頑張ろう。

A strong Japan

Suntory Beverages has set up free vending machines. Softbank Telephone services is offering free Wifi spots. Everyone in Japan is putting everything they can into helping one another. Japan is also now receiving aid from abroad. Compared to the Kobe earthquake, when Japan took too long to contemplate accepting foreign aid or dispatching the self-defense force to join the rescue effort, Japan has definitely grown into a far stronger nation. Be strong, everyone!

* 朝礼

http://twitter.com/kyoheimai/status/46374747755388928

今朝の朝礼で「何があっても決して不安な顔は見せずに売り場に立つ以上はおもてなしをする気持ちを忘れずにお客様を安心させてあげてください」ちょっと感動した。がんばるか。開店です!

Morning Ceremony

At the shopping center I work at, every morning we have a ritual (common in Japan) where we stand and recite, “No matter what the situation, I will never show anxiety before my customer; in all customer-facing situations I will treat my customers with respect and do everything I can to make them feel comfortable and at ease”. Today, these words were all actually kind of touching. Well, so the day begins! Here we go people, open shop!

* 井上さん

http://twitter.com/frankyonn/status/46401442583552000

井上雄彦さんがものすごい勢いで笑顔のイラストをいっぱいあげてて感動する。励ましとか勇気とかメッセージって、こういうことなんだなーと思う。ＲＴ@inouetake Smile42.

Mr. Inoue

Mr. Inoue has been churning out drawings of smiling and laughing faces at an amazing pace! Things like this remind me again of what it truly means to give people a message of strength and courage.

* 学び

http://twitter.com/chaos_chaotic/statuses/46388646038876160

TLの拡散希望を見て思ったことは、阪神淡路大地震から学んだことがとても多くツイートされていること。当たり前のことなんだけど、やはり人間は、学んで考えることができる生き物なんだと改めて思い、感動した。

Lessons Learnt

What caught my attention on twitter is that a lot of the tweets were about the Kobe earthquake and how what we have learned from it has been put into practice this time around. I know it goes without saying, but I was once again reminded of how humans are indeed creatures that possess the amazing ability to think and learn from experience. It’s a great thought.

* ローマから

http://twitter.com/tsubakianna/statuses/46387133396688896

ローマにいる友達からメール。ローマの人々はニュースを見ながらこのような状況でも冷静に対処する日本人に感動し、尊敬の念を覚えながら、非常に心配しているとのことです。

Message from a friend in Rome

My friend in Rome emailed me. He said that people in Rome are watching the news and sharing their amazement and their heartfelt respect at how, even at a time like this, the people of Japan are able to remain calm and systematically respond to the situation. People in Rome are thinking of us and are very concerned for us.

* 声をかけること

http://twitter.com/RUMI88LoL/statuses/46342599149240320

昨日、裏の家の高１になるお兄ちゃんに感動した。家に１人で居たらしく、地震後すぐ自転車で飛び出し近所をひと回り。【大丈夫ですか―――！？】と道路に逃げてきた人達にひたすら声掛けてた。あの時間には老人や母子しか居なかったから、声掛けてくれただけでもホッとしたよ。ありがとう。

A strong voice

Yesterday, I was impressed and touched by the actions of my neighbor’s 13-year-old-boy. He was home alone when the earthquake hit. But instead of hiding, as soon as the earthquake quieted down, he jumped on his bicycle and road around the block repeatedly shouting at the top of his voice, “Is everyone alright? Is everyone okay?” At the time, there were only women and children and the elderly in the homes. I cannot describe how comforting it was just to hear a strong voice asking if I was okay. Thank you!

* 助け合い

http://twitter.com/sorry_no_user/statuses/46332985133375488

警備員の友人何人かが町田〜相模大野で夜間警備のボランティアをしていたので手伝ってきた。年齢問わずいろんな知らない人同士が助け合っていて心強かった。ちょっと感動してトイレの隅で泣いた。

The beauty of helping one another

I went out last night to help some friends who were volunteering as security personnel between Machida City and Sagami Ohno City. I saw total strangers, both young and old, helping each other along everywhere I turned and was heartened with an overwhelming feeling of encouragement. I was so touched I hid behind the toilets and cried.

* バイクでよければ

http://twitter.com/hikaru_star/statuses/46332900928532480

僕は感動しました。バイトの先輩が1人でも救うために寒い中紙に「バイクでよければ送ります」と書き駅前で掲げ鳶職のお兄ちゃんを所沢まで送ったそうです。世の中まだ捨てたもんじゃないなって思いました。本当に尊敬です！！自分もなんか人の役に立ちたいと生まれて初めて思いました。

I just have a bike

I’m so touched! My colleague at my part time job, wanting to help even just one extra person, wrote a sign saying “I just have a bike, but if you don’t mind hop on!”, rode out on his motorbike, picked up a stranded construction worker and took him all the way to Tokorozawa! Respect! I have never felt so strongly that I want to do something helpful for others.

* 乗り合い

http://twitter.com/pao313/statuses/46332792174411776

浦和美園からタクシー使えると思ったのが甘かった…30分歩いてたら知らない人が車に乗せてくれた（つд；*) 人間の優しさに感動。ありがとうございました。

Sharing your ride

It was stupid of me to think I could catch a cab at Urawamien Station. I ended up walking 30 minutes and then finally was picked up by a stranger who offered to give me a lift. I’m touched by the warmth of human kindness. Thank you, thank you!

* 開放

http://twitter.com/robasuke23/statuses/46326711935172609

昨日、歩いて帰ろうって決めて甲州街道を西へ向かっていて夜の21時くらいなのに、ビルの前で会社をトイレと休憩所として解放してる所があった。社員さんが大声でその旨を歩く人に伝えていた。感動して泣きそうになった。いや、昨日は緊張してて泣けなかったけど、今思い出してないてる。

Rest here!

Last night, I decided, rather than stay at the office, I should try walking home. So I slowly made my way west on Koshu freeway on foot. It was around 9PM when I saw an office building that had a sign that said “Please use our office’s bathrooms! Please rest here!” The employees of the office were loudly shouting out the same to all the people trying to walk home. I was so touch I felt like crying. Well, I guess I was too tense yesterday to cry, but now the tension is wearing off and am very much in tears.

* コンビニ

http://twitter.com/sugarun/statuses/46323030732967936

停電地区のほとんどの店が店を閉めてる中、あるセブンイレブンが店内陳列棚にいくつもろうそくを置いて、営業をしていた。レジが使えないため在庫確認用のハンディで値段確認し読み上げ、もう1人が電卓で計算、もうひとりが懐中電灯で照らす。その状態でレジ２台稼動させていた。感動した。

At the convenience store

While most of the convenience stores near the station were closed because of the quake, there was just one Seven Eleven that was open. The employees had lit lots of candles and put them on the stores shelves. The cash register was not working and they could not take inventory, so the employees worked in threes, one reading up the item description and price, another punching the numbers into a calculator, and the last one using a flashlight to help them work. The store managed to operate both “cash registers” efficiently this way. Impressed!

* 避難所

http://twitter.com/msakatan/statuses/46302864980705280

長女いわく、横浜の避難所に向かう時に、知らない人達と声を掛け合い、場所を教え合っていたそうです。普段は冷たいと思っていた他人の優しさに触れ、感動したそうです。日本人のいざという時の団結力を再認識しました。まだまだ日本も捨てたものではないです。

On the way to the emergency evacuation area

My oldest daughter was making her way to Yokohama’s emergency evacuation area. Total strangers were helping each other out and showing each other the way to the emergency evacuation area. She told me she was moved at how strangers, who can seem so cold at times, showed her kindness and care. I was reminded at the Japanese peoples’ inherent ability to immediately unite in the face of adversity. Today, I have discovered a newfound faith in my nation and my people.

* 呼びかけ

http://twitter.com/akanensm/status/46214540161064960

何時間も歩き続けてたんだけど、至る所でトイレかしますとか、休憩できますとか言うビルや飲食店が沢山あって感動しました。とある企業ビルの人がボランティアで、○○線運転再開ですー！とか、休憩できますー！！って呼びかけてるの見て感動して泣きそうになったマジでw日本も捨てたもんじゃないな

A big, kind voice

I’ve been walking for many hours now. I’m touched at how everywhere I turn, there are shops open with people shouting “Please use our bathroom!” or “Please rest here!” There were also office buildings where people with access to information were voluntarily shouting out helpful tips, like “**** line is now operational!” Seeing things like this after walking for hours and hours made me feel like weeping with gratitude. Seriously, there is still hope for this country!

* ホームにて

http://twitter.com/masa_kisshie/statuses/46323838316843008

都営大江戸線の光ヶ丘方面行きは、非常に混雑しています。ホームにも、改札の外にも、電車を待つ溢れんばかりの人。でも、誰一人列を崩さず、通路を開け、係員の誘導に従っている。ロープがあるわけでもないのに、通る人のための通路スペースが。その不自然なほどの快適さに、ただただ感動するばかり。

On the platform

The Oedo Subway Line for Hikarigaoka is very congested. On the platform and at the gate there are just crowds and crowds of people waiting for the train. But in all the confusion, every last person is neatly lined up waiting his or her turn while managing to keep a passage of space open for staff and people going the other way. Everyone is listening to the instructions from the staff and everyone acts accordingly. And amazingly … there isn’t even a rope or anything in sight to keep people in queue or open space for staff to pass, they just do! I am so impressed at this almost unnatural orderliness! I have nothing but praise for these people!

* 駅員さん

http://twitter.com/tadakatz/status/46274214654787584

終夜運転のメトロの駅員に、大変ですねって声かけたら、笑顔で、こんな時ですから！だって。捨てたもんじゃないね、感動した。

Station staff

I said to a Tokyometro station staff who was on all-night duty, “I’m sure it has been a tough night for you. Thank you.” He responded with a smile, “On a night like this, gladly!” I was touched.

* おっちゃん

http://twitter.com/sumonya/status/46479563412348928

昨日4時間かけて歩いて帰ってきた主人。赤羽で心が折れそうになってた時「お寒い中大変ですね！あったかいコーヒーどうぞ！」って叫びながら無料配布してるおっちゃんに出会った。これがあったから頑張れたそうだ。もう5回もこの話をしてくるので本当に嬉しかったんだと思う。おっちゃんありがとう。

Coffee

My husband finally got home very late last night after walking for 4 hours. He told me he felt like giving up at around Akabane, when an elderly man who was going around handing out free coffee saw him, gave him a steaming cup and said, “You must be tired and cold. Here, have some coffee!” My husband told me that it was because of this elderly man that he found the will and strength to continue walking. I’ve already heard this story from him five times tonight, so no doubt he was really, really touched! Thank you to my husband’s anonymous helper!

* 献血の列

http://twitter.com/NOBCHIDORI/status/46477518169047040

日本は強いです！大阪難波の献血施設は被災地の方の為に超満員の順番待ちでした。私欲の無い列を初めて見ました。感動しました。被災地の方々、全国でその辛さを受け止めます。諦めずに頑張って下さい！

Blood donations

Japan is strong! At Osaka I saw a LONG line of people waiting to give blood at the blood donation center. This is the first time I have seen such a queue of selfless people waiting patiently in line just to give. It was a moving sight! To everyone in the hard-hit areas, we your countrymen accept your suffering as our own and we share in your grief. Do not give up! Stay strong!

* 節電営業

http://twitter.com/hisyakakukeima/status/46584079558250496

近所のスーパー・サミットに来てみたら、通常深夜1時まで営業なのに大きい看板が付いていなかった。早めに店を閉めたのかと思ったら、外の電気だけ消して節電しつつ営業していた。ちょっと感動

Saving electricity for the North

I went to my neighborhood supermarket and was initially surprised that their neon signs were off. They usually are open till 1AM. I then found out that they were open, but were saving electricity so that more power could be channeled to the hard-hit coastal areas. Wow!

* 買うのやめるわ

http://twitter.com/raai15/status/46546475362160640

バイト先に若いお兄さんたちが軍団でお酒を買いに来たんだけど、その中の一人が｢やべえ、オレお酒のためにしかお金持ってきてないから募金できん。ちょっとこれ買うのやめるわ｣って言って商品返品してそのお金全部募金してた。お友達も続々と募金しててすごい感動した。すごいよ

Not enough money!

At the store where I work, a huge group of young men suddenly came in to buy booze. One of them suddenly said, “Oops, I only have enough money to buy booze, I can’t donate! Forget the booze, maybe next time!” and instead put ALL his money into the disaster relief donation box. One by one, every single one of the army of youths threw all their money into the box after him. What a heart-warming sight that was!

* いつでも買える

http://twitter.com/7474529/status/46565903520907264

今日、募金箱に金髪にピアスの若い兄ちゃんが万札数枚入れていた。そしてその友人に｢ゲームなんていつでも買えるからな｣と言っていたのが聞こえて私含め周りの人達も募金していた。人は見た目じゃないことを実感した。そんなお昼でした。この話感動しました。

Goth youth

A goth youth with white hair and body piercings walked into my store and shoved several hundred dollars (several tens of thousands of yen) into the disaster relief fund donation box. As he walked out, I and people around me heard him saying to his buddies, “I mean, we can buy those games anytime!” At that, we all opened our wallets and put our money into the donation box. Really, you cannot judge people by their appearances.

* 絶対うまいはず

http://twitter.com/kyugatimuti/statuses/46594200061493249

僕も秋葉からの帰りにおにぎりとみそ汁配ってる方に会いました、感動しました、チャリだったからダイジョブです他の人にって言ったけどもらっておけばよかったなぁ絶対うまかったと思う

They looked absolutely delicious!

I too saw the guy handing out free rice balls and miso soup on the way back from Akihabara. I was on my bicycle so I told him, “I’m okay, please give it to other people!” On hindsight, I should have taken one … they looked absolutely delicious!!

* お菓子いっぱい

http://twitter.com/moebamuse/status/46379810217406465

すごい。弟たった今ディズニーランドから帰宅したんだけど。新品のお菓子袋いっぱいにもらってきて、客全員分の帰りの交通費負担してくれたんだって。一晩中、何か言えば全て対応してくれたって。やっぱり世界のディズニーランドなんだね。

Another Disney episode

Amazing! My brother just managed to get home from Disneyland right now. He’s got bags and bags of free sweets. Furthermore, Disneyland paid for every customer’s travel fare back. All night long, the staff responded immediately and fully to every request he made. Disneyland is truly a world class brand!

* 困ったときは！

http://twitter.com/ryoshun49/statuses/46605524434821120

昨日青葉台駅で帰宅困難者が溢れる中、車に乗ってる人が「○○方面の方どうぞ！」って行って車に乗せてた。「困った時はみんな一緒ですから！」って言ってた。超感動したの思い出した。

Same boat!

Last night, Aobadai station was jammed with stranded people unable to get home. But there were private cars with drivers shouting “If you’re going in the direction of ****, please hop on!” I was able to hitch a ride on one of them. When I thanked the driver, he replied “No worries! We’re all on the same boat. We have to stick together!”

* 充電されたい方は・・・・

http://twitter.com/yamachin_x1/statuses/46609620210421760

避難所にいたときに、社会人1年生で、研修でこっちにきてた女の子が、たまたま携帯のバッテリーも持参してたらしく、体育館のコンセントを使用する許可ももらい、「携帯の充電をされたい方は、ご自由につかってください」と呼びかけて回ってたんだ。僕はその子にとても感動したんだよ･･

Need to charge your phone?

At the emergency evacuation area, a young first-year intern at my company who had brought her phone’s charger got permission from the facility to use their power socket and went around shouting “Anyone need to charge their phone? Please use my charger!” Just a little thing, but I was touched.

@source: Facebook

@credit: Jun Shiomitsu @ facebook

I dunno why Brainless B****h can talk crap in front of the tv??

2011-03-14T21:49:00.002+08:00

i would SINCERE like to ask her go back to standard 1 to learn science... when u wanna give your own opinion on science issue, please la go do some research and understand the theory first before saying those shit in front the television =-=. i feel ashame when i listen to what they say during the interview. EARTHQUAKE and TSUNAMI is not cause by human activities or too advance and not environment friendly technology... how can a natural disaster can related to technology? Earthquake and volcano is due to divergent plate boundaries.i know some case can be related but EARTHQUAKE and TSUNAMI, i really cant fit those pieces together.if u say flood, YES i agree because of those brainless git throw rubbish to the drain and those STUPID construction eat up so may money but build a lame and not functioning drain system. So u mean using green technology, u can prevent your country from disaster?HELLO!!! green technology started by Japan ok.compare to malaysia, Japan IS MORE ENVIRONMENT FRIENDLY than malaysia =_=please think before u talk =_=

Shame on you!!!

2011-03-14T11:05:00.002+08:00

i feel disappointed with the people that didn't sympathy on the japan after such a terrible disaster hit them but cont laugh and curse the japan back and say this is karma after what they have done in the past. Seriously i been a long time the thing happen, and there is nothing wrong with the children and people in this generation.they didnt do anything wrong to you. but yet u r so happy to see them die in the disaster. May God bless you if the same disaster happen to you... if you say karma, these is the karma that backfired to you bcoz u didnt show sympathy to the victims. because at the end, we are all humans and we are the same.
i begged you all please think before u talk, u maybe be happy to see those people suffer, but try to think if it return back to you and you see your family is suffering the same thing, will u be able to laugh at them and shout to them " this is the karma of what you have down in your past life", will you able to do it?think on other people's shoes before u try to say something that may hurt other people feelings.

learn how Japan's Goverment and citizen react during and after disaster happen...so calm and and organize. i wonder if happen to other country will it

2011-03-12T15:02:00.004+08:00

Now the whole Tokyo phone does not work, only the network. All this time are goneWay to go home, trams paralysis. The Japanese did not only worry about food. Very dedicated managerShop, afraid we have no food to eat. Only the supermarket closed, the goods are down, can not beBusiness.

** Shock hundreds of people in the square is completed, the whole process, no one smokes. WaiterRun, bring all the blankets, hot water, biscuits. All Men helping women, back toBuilding for the woman to take things over to put the radio wires. A few hours later, people scattered on the ground without a garbageRubbish.

** After the earthquake, Japan, Suntory announced the sale machines will be provided free of charge for all drinks!Japan's 711 and the family to provide food and water free of charge! Thirsty, automaticFree vending machine; hungry, convenience stores free of charge; tired, big supermarket open refuge;Lonely, public telephone free of charge; did not understand Japanese, Chinese propaganda taught how televisionWhat asylum. This is the image of the country, although Japan disaster, the Japanese gave the worldLesson.

* A Japanese user said: tell the truth, although I was in Japan, but in fact is luckyOccurred in Japan, or certainly terrible casualties, I think the world is onlyJapan can minimize the casualties!
chinese version[original post]
*

现在全东京电话都不能用，只有网络。所有人这时候都在走路回家，电车瘫痪。日本人只担心没食物。店长还很敬业的开店，怕大家没食物吃。只有超市关门，货物都倒了，无法营业。

** 几百人在广场避震完毕，整个过程，无一人抽烟。服务员在跑，拿来一切毯子，热水，饼干。所有男人帮助女人，跑回大楼为女人拿东西，接来电线放收音机。几个小时后，人散，地上没有一片垃圾。

** 地震後，日本三得利公司宣布所有販售機將免費供應飲料！日本的711和全家全部免费提供食品和饮水！渴了，自动贩卖机免费；饿了，便利店免费；累了，大超市开放避难；寂寞了，公众电话免费；听不懂日语，电视台中文喊话教怎么避难。這就是國家形象，日本雖然受災，日本人卻給世人上了一課。

* 一日本网友说：说句心里话，虽然我在日本，但其实庆幸是发生在日本，不然死伤人数肯定很恐怖，我相信全世界只有日本才可以把死伤降到最低

@sources: facebook

Pray For Japan and World safety from the terrible disaster happened lately

2011-03-12T14:21:00.002+08:00

yesterday we was still enjoying our time at the university, walking around,gossiping around and waiting to return Lab apparatus to the Lab officer.at the afternoon around 2pm. it was raining so heavily, and me with my friend is going out to buy material to prepare handmade graduation bouquet as a present to our senior. we still joking around and complaining the rain poured so heavily. after shopping around we heading to eat KFC and loitering around till 5pm smtg reach home. and i was wanna searching for some flower origami online and when i press Homepage [google.com.my page] i saw a warning message that tsunami will hit some places and earthquake just happen at JAPAN with 8.9.
i was like so shock and inform my housemate and all look so shock...after that everyone was so busy calling here and there because it say wave may rise and hit sabah yesterday evening, my housemate was damn so worry and like calling nonstop for 30minutes.
everything was happen ot fast and yeah some of my friends is still at Japan and this make me even worried bout this matter. But like my friends say "there is nothing we can do at the moment except chant/pray for their safety during the disaster happen, and hope for the minimum of people been hurt or the worst dies." i dunno why i still can accept the fact that everything is happening now. TT~TT
but i will keep it in mind. i will try my best to help if i can lent my hand to help them. what i must do now is pray hard that everyone will be ok.

Be responsible for the path that you choose and all da best for the long road ahead of you

2011-03-05T22:08:00.002+08:00

Be responsible for the path that you choose and all da best for the long road ahead of you.
this is the path you choose and be responsible on what you choose and don't blame other people for it in-perfectness. Everything that you gone thru wasn't other people decision but a decision that make by yourself.

you have to take charge and responsible on what you have done. DOn't blame and feel regret because this is what you choose. No one can change the ending and the fate of the road in front of you. it was only you can change your destiny and no other people.

if you continue stay at the same spot complaining and blaming other people, stay at the same spot and waiting other surround you to change and adapt to your condition, i would like to say SORRY, NOTHING WOULD CHANGE unless you change to adapt the world surround you.

Don't expect sympathy from other people and don't begged for other people because seriously i don't think they will be people kind enough to help you to solve all those obstacle and problem around you because we are all normal human that have a limit of kindness. we may help you this time but that doesnt mean we can continue help you another time. don't try to depend on other people sympathy to continue live on. you won't change the fate of your disaster future.

Just be tough for going through your future harsh road in front of you. Try to solve it with your own bare hand and stop draging people along you and make them suffer like those people that already involve in your problem. Good luck for your future...

What can i do to make you Happy?

2011-03-04T17:33:00.002+08:00

When something happen and interfered friendship status, the best things to do is forgive and forget everything that happen and start a new fresh although the relationship wont be the same like old times. Explain will just create more excuse to cover up what have happen. Act Stupid is the best way to save our relationship. but when things get worse, why not just let go rather than struggle to keep it one sided? let times heal up our wound although we might don't know how long it will take but keep in mind, there still a lot of people out there that willing to help you. IF there no one there to help you, i think is the time to let yourself to reflect yourself, why there ain't one person willing to help you and move along your side rather than blaming other people out there. Blaming doesn't solve the problem when yourself and another parties doesn't reflect the good and bad that you all have done.
One problem happen is not one sided party wrong done, it was both parties need to take the responsibility. Just when both parties tolerate and forgive each other, and then the problem and misunderstanding will be clear. This is our Final Senior year in Uni life, i really do hope that non of us will having regret about what have we done during our precious uni life after we step out from this precious Uni life. for what i am facing at the moment, i just can choose to act Stupid and total IGNORANCE. i just confuse what to choose now. ignore and avoid is the best choice that i have at the moment. this suppose to be my most precious and memorable final senior year. but then so many thing happen just in a flash of time. seriously it really do leave some regret in my heart. but when the problem have come to this stage. seriously i wanna apologize to both parties coz that ain't a choice for me to choose. i just have to let go and continue my life.
i do hope we all take it simple but then not all of us take it simple. when hatred is invaded our heart, we all lose our rational.And not to forget to mention the word REVENGE and hateful/negative thought that we have against each other. i just can say till this stage, i just have to choose let it go and avoid myself drag into the trouble anymore...i just have to learn to say reject and goodbye...
ps:just to clarify i'm not bashing anyone or any parties that involved in the problem. this just my personal feeling and opinion...

My 24th Lunar Calendar Birthday incident at KFC

2011-01-06T21:32:00.002+08:00

well today as everyone have not expected that today is my 24th Lunar Calendar birthday. sound weird right?yes i also think so. my family like to celebrate lunar calendar birthday just like we celebrate our western calendar birthday. that mean my family always celebrate our birthday twice and well that mean we can have double celebration and sometimes double angpow per year. i should say triple bcoz if it include CNY angpow XD
ok back to the stories, today supposedly a happy dinner at kfc with my crowded relative and family.15 peoples go to eat at KFC. and yeah we order 6plate of the chicken rice combo,3 snack plate, 5dinner plate, 4 zinger burger crunch Xmeal,popcorn chicken,5 cheezy wedges, 1 regular and large coleslaw,and i forget how many pepsi already =_=
try to imagine,when we order the cashier prepare it and we like keep on move the things to upstairs where we sit...HELLO there only a few of us. we was like moving very quickly. then the cashier was very tedious as she scare she did the wrong order or something. then this brainless uncivilized brainless BITCH come in. that BITCH stand behind us all the time. when i was getting the second last tray, she like pushing me away. and say sarcasticly "isk isk, asyik cakap je.cepatla sikit ganggu je orang.buat orang tunggu lebih daripada satu jam. menganggu betul""u ingat korang kaya ada duit banyak suka hati korang je cakap kat depan cashier tu"
[HELLO BIATCH!!!we havent finish ordering yet and yes we are deciding what we should order more. if you dun like, get our ASS of from the row and go to the next counter]while my genius cousin replied her
"amboi memang pun saya banyak duit dan kaya, tak macam awak. suka hati i la. memang ko ni orang hampeh". she was like want to continue scold my cousin.but after that i already on my way to the second floor
after that the argument was quite havoc but yet settle after that. i heard it was my cousin win at the argument.
from my point of view, i don't think our part is wrong, since there is 15 people is joining this dinner and many of then eep on continue adding order. if you really that genius and impatient, why don't u go to the next counter instead of wanna to bitching around and barking like a mad dog. and we do have customer right. according to the law, we done nothing wrong because we was still ordering and haven't paid yet. its not like we paid and guarding the counter don't let other people to order their meals. WE DONE NOTHING WRONG!!!
this really ruined my simple and happy birthday celebration ==

Happy New Year 2011 and my new start on this year with my resolution!!!

2011-01-01T18:37:00.003+08:00

well another years have gone. Haha, that mean another busy years have passed, indeed because i just back from Johor at 27th dec night and need to head out to Port Dickson at 29th early morning and reach home around 8pm something at 31st dec. OMGOSH!!!i having such a busy year end week =_=. but everything worth it. well i have to congratulation to myself and i need to work harder this year. why i want to congratulate myself? i have been elected as treasurer for year 2011 committee for Alumni National Community Service Malaysia 2011. aigoo, another position burden. so that mean year 2011, i need to complete my degree Final Year Project, successfully graduate my degree, doing well for this year NRSK's souvenir and decoration, and fully contribute to Alumni National Community Service Malaysia 2011.
erm...i keep on see people vowed their year 2011 resolution, i wonder what is mine?haha well i would like to wrote it down here..
1.Complete My final year degree and graduate successfully at the end of May 20112. fulfilled my duty at Acad A and did my best for NRSK 2011 ipoh3. fully contribute for Alumni National Community Service Malaysia 2011.4.Complete 1million daimoku before i graduate5.restore back my health to normal state6.find a good job that can fulfill my condition.7.coming soon

Happy 7th Anniversary to TVXQ!!!

2011-01-01T18:22:00.003+08:00

well i know it was a bit late but i still want to wish them Happy 7th Anniversary to the boys and to Cassiopeia!!!well i first join their fans club just right before their 5th anniversary. time passed really fast and who will thought that the band will become like this condition. well just like the rest, i must Always Keep The Faith. they will be back as 5 some days. i will be waiting for that!!!

@photo source:sharing yoochun and etc[the picture i found by google-ing]

First day of the Workshop

2010-12-23T02:22:00.002+08:00

well although the worshop at the first day is short but yet i learn quite a lot of things. i get to know the real meaning behind the word "CULTURE" and "ART" in the performing art world. and yeah quite a good example and explainaion from the facilitator. after that we have been introduce on the kind and categorized of cultural dance that can be found in Malaysia.i never know there is so many type and kind of traditional dance in Malaysia ( i just remember that Pahang very famous with the traditional folk dance of "Tarian Labi -Labi", "Tarian Pelanduk and "Walinong sari", ahaks well i got join and see these dance before ^^) well tomorrow we will be introduce with more of thse cultural dance demo, and yeah i heard we need to learn 4 type of dance from the major category and need to learn the basic significant step of each dance and then at the second last day, we need to perform one or many all of the dances ==, or else we cant graduate from the workshop, i will promise that i wont let the fasilitator down and i will try my best to graduate from this workshop ^^

2010-12-23T01:47:00.002+08:00

recently i come a cross one very well said post from my chingu,xeera ^^

i already get permission from her to repost the post at my bloggie coz i want to share this pieces of interesting info with my blog reader ^^

so sorry coz it was wrote in Malay, i try my best to translate it as soon as possible ^^

BLOG AKU, IKUT SUKA SAYA LA

Kategori bloggers masa kini:

1: Bloggers Bajet

- Suka condemn pasal blog orang lain tapi blog sendiri macam hampeh. Suka suki bapak tiri laki mak dorang je nak kondem2 blog orang lain. Blog sendiri kot bagus takpe gak. Kejenya nak kondem kondem kondem kondom *oppss* jek! Suka hati dorang la nak tulis entry apa pun, korang apa kisah. Dorang nak terlentang ke, nak menyiarap ke lantak pi la kat
dorang.
2: Bloggers Penyemak

- Bloggers ni memang kadang2 kasi aku hangin jek. I follow u, u follow me. Dah follow tu kot kasi komen sekeping 2 keping takpe gak. Setakat lalu tak kasi salam kat shoutbox aku, baik tak payah follow. Just nak naikkan traffic n follower. Ceh, buang karan aku. I love silent reader sebab kadang2 aku pun camtu gak kecuali ada entry yang aku minat, aku tinggalkan komen ler.

3: Bloggers Suka Kopi Pasta

- Bloggers yang ni akal cetek. Apa yang ada kat blog orang lain, semua dia nak tiru. Entry, design template, banner, background music etc. Kalo boleh, biar semuanya sama. Agak2 la kalo nak copy paste pun. Kalo tak sengaja sama dengan blog orang tu takpe la jugak. Ini memang niat nak meniru blog orang lain. Tak patut.

4: Bloggers Suka Menyusahkan Orang Lain

- Blog bloggers camni giler berat. Aku nak try masuk pun lambat. Ntah apa kebenda yang dia letak kat blog tu agaknya. Delete jela application yang mengarut2 tu. Orang lain susah nak view ler. Baru je ingat nak tinggalkan jejak n follow beliau tapi disebabkan tak dapat masuk, aku blah dengan serta merta. Hoho.

5: Bloggers Tangkap Cintan

- Aku kadang2 kalo tengah tangkap cintan pun selalu camni tapi tak macam certain bloggers ni. Setiap sudut entry semua nak tulis pasal balak n marka masing2. Time tengah bunga2 cinta, entry mesti nak hepi. Time tengah frust, tangkap leleh la pulak
entry masing2. Ada la pulak tu puji melambung2 bf/gf dorang dalam entry. Macam
dia jela yang ada bf/gf. Kot suami/isteri yang nak dipuji takpe gak. Ni bf/gf yang belum tentu kekal.

6: Bloggers Entry Simple

- Bloggers ni kadang2 best, kadang2 sakit hati gak. Entry ciput bukan main. Ntah kejadah apa dia mengarut agaknya. 2 or 3 line jek utk 1 entry. Giler bosan! Tapi kadang2 best gak baca entry dorang sebab pendek, bukan macam karangan budak darjah 6 kat certain blogs. Entry pendek tapi ada isi memang aku salute tapi kalo setakat cite benda yang bukan2, aku terus tekan tanda ‘X’.

7: Bloggers Korean Maniac

- Aku taw korang obsess dengan Kpop. Aku pun obsess gak. No doubt. TAPI… Ha, ada tapi tu. Abis 1 blog korang tu korang tulis pasal Kpop. Ntah berapa banyak blog
update pasal Kpop daaa… Contoh terbaik, Allkpop yang banyak kontroversi tu. Dah
tu, banyak plak blog yang tulis entry sebijik2 macam kat blog yang korang kutip
tu. Tak guna kasi credit pun. Buat menyemak je banyak2 blog update benda yang
sama.

Korang rasa korang blogger spesis apa? Blogger ye, bukan burger... >.<

Sources from my chingu, Xeera ^^

Wonder Girls Concert at Genting 11th Dec 2010

2010-12-15T14:51:00.003+08:00

well like the title said, i just attend one of the dream concert that i wanted to attend. i been waiting for so long for one of my favorite KPOP concert at Malaysia. since i been attending MTVLIVESTAGE2010 and JYJ fanmeeting this year, Wonder Girls concert is the 3rd KPOP concert/fanmeeting that i attended this year. it was really worth it that i attended this concert. and well there was alot of MY wonderful attended and yeah i only meet some of them. and yeah i proud to be one of them ^^. will all those purple light stick and "I <3 fellow ="="
it was a bit pity that the concert only going on for 1hour 50mins,but yet i so glad they girls say they will be coming back soon ^^, right after that suddenly from feeling excited it turn to sorrow, the time passed so fast, haiz... i really hope the will be coming back soon and yeah they say "Kami Suka Malaysia" XD

Diet plan from my scandalicious Shere

2010-12-12T19:46:00.001+08:00

well as the title said, here is the diet plan that my scandalicious follow where i'm going to follow it also XD

I am determined to diet. So here' what I may follow. :P

Don't skip lunch, to watch your weight, consume 3 meals per day.
Try to control portion. Take 5 table spoons of rice for your lunch and dinner.
More vegetables, tofu, fish in your meals for your lunch and dinner to make your self full.
If you feel hungry in between luch and dinner, take apples and 1 glass of non-caffeinated beverage like milo/horlicks.
Never skip breakfast. The best is 2 half-boiled egg + milo/horlicks. Egg is high in protein and makes your food craving less.
Not to take dinner after 7pm. If u feel hungry after your dinner, just drink 2 glasses of water and drink 1 glass of milo/horlicks.
Not to forget, drink 1 glass of water per hour. Do this for 8 hours. Of course, u'll run to the loo lots of time.
But better do all your toilet business during daytime rather than when at night which can disturb your sleep.
Skipping any of your meals will downgrade your body's ability to burn calories.
Making yourself busy in the office by walking a lot may help to burn calories.

Credits to: Dr. Eleen Sipawi and my scandalicious Sherer

Glee episode 9 sason 2 - "Special Education"

2010-12-02T01:37:00.002+08:00

well ya they gone for the sectional competition without Kurt and added a new anonymous member =_= well i dun even know her name yet till now =_=but they song that New Direction perform was awesome and yeah this time they have to compete with the "Warblers" from Dalton Academy[Kurt transfered to this school] but thanks GOD both of them ties in the first place and both can proceed to regional ^^
i would like to share their song herethey perform 2 song for their sectional and 1 celebration song after the winning he first placesectional - (i've had) the time of my life - Valeriecelebration/episode ending song - Dog days are

well i was hlappy for "New Direction" for their victory but seriously that i really miss kurt singing together with them TT~TT

@Source: youtube