Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Crap of the days...emo

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well i start to realise that i not more than just a foolish person,

why i say so?well i start to realise that my foolish attitude and action made my life getting worse...dun ask my why but yes...i'm just a fool == well peple always say even myself would say that ,it was not to late too realise your foolishnes but right now i think i was a bit too late already although there is still ways to solve everthing == i cant just hate myself for what i have done and yet i cant feel regret to what i have done since it was already a past tense...why no just moving forward with an extra lesson of your life?

during these day i started to feel myself changing direction in my class, my bond with my best pal seems to getting further away and it seems like i started to get close with other freinds instead of my best pal. well maybe due to my foolishness and laziness make me come to class late an force myself sit behind and away from them. but sometimes i don't know why i choose to sit with my other friends instead of sitting with my best pals? am i etting bored of my best friend already?

well that not the answer, maybe i wanted to know more about my other friends although it used to be happy group have seems to splitted into their own ways.well still remains asbest friends although w weren't sit together at class anymore...

WTH am i talking bout ==

nvm just ignore me coz it was way too smart to start revision my organic chem for tmr mid term test...[i'm such a kamikaze, go out to die in the battlefield without fear] which mean i go to exam without enough preparation...

well i was in a busy week because, presentation.lab report, midterm and exhibition all happen on this particular week...and some more discover that i was having a very bad result for my coursework mark really make me down...i hope that i can cover it up by dng my best in the rest of the subject..please let me get over 2.80 GPA at least...

that all i wanna to express myself out from my heart for today ^^

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Thursday, March 18, 2010

Agressive Presentation

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well during this Moral class, we having presentation from the BioChemistry student.
the presentation was totally a disaster bcoz their course mate intentionally make trouble for them by asking irrelevant question and simply just make it hard for their classmate..the further detail i will update it later but right now...i'm going to bath first XD

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Wednesday, March 17, 2010

woot...engine started!!!

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well...yes i just installed CS3 Photoshop,
thanks to sze hao for the installer ^^,

rite now i can start my creative and itchy hand go try out a few things to edit the picture but yet,
i still need guide and tutorial on how to use it ^^
hope that i can enjoy photoshop-ing picture buahahaha

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Tuesday, March 16, 2010

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Once you’ve been tagged, you have to write a post with sixteen random things, habits or goals about you. At the end, choose five people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them. Don’t forget to leave a comment (“You’re tagged!”), and to read your blog, you can’t tag a person who tagged you. Since you can’t tag me, let me know when you’ve posted your blog, so I can see your weirdness.
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1) i havent bath yet XD

2) i can sometime fainted inside my room and wake up a few hours later only i realize the time have passes.

3) i don't have the mood to do report right now = =

4)Feel very GG after taking the mid term exam yesterday


5) i just finish my Easter Egg collection at Pet society just now...

6) tired of waiting for my Tohoshinki 2010 Best Selection Album to arrive to my hand


7) Feel excited coz tomorrow i having a Lab which involve in making Mayonnaise


8) Don't feel sleepy but i should get go sleeping rite now ==

9) People think that i shouldn't take Science course instead i should take Art craft@Graphic design or Performing arts


10) i wish that the problem and argument that happen to the people around me can be solve peacefully


11) i Miss my Old pal very much!!!


12) Feel regret taking Japanese class, i should take hangul/korean class instead >.<

13) i WANT TO DOWNLOAD 2AM LATEST ALBUM!!!!

14) Lately i feel very tired at school but when i reach home, i was fully recharged

15) hope everything goes fine in the preparation for the exhibition and i hope the exhibition is having a big success...hooray!!!


16)feel boring and doing tag coz i'm too free nothing to do (actually i was slacking around)


well..let see, who should i tag?
Lisa, rachel, wawa, Florrie,ndhaa

actually wanna tag xeera,jija,aiza,hoshie but they have already done it XD

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Monday, March 15, 2010

ottokajo?

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ottokajo?
what should i do?
stay or leave?
which shud i choose?
i hope i know the answer
TT~TT

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Thursday, March 11, 2010

I'm tired of this kind of nonsense

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lately i was having depressed with my daily life...my school work, social life, friendship, communication with the people surround me and lastly the problem arose among those people which live under one roof with me. day by day i getting stress and stress... day by day acting strong and cheerful and nothing all the time really make me sick TT~TT. but thanks to the souvenir which make me forget everything that i was worried bout. the only thing that can make me totally focus and abandon the rest is spending my focus totally on art craft. that day i didn't feel the time passing so fast and also the happy moment. right after i done the prototype for the souvenir i was proud and happy with myself coz of many god feedback and compliment from the people around me...but right after that sad and annoyance moment have arrive once again to take away all the happiness around me... problem arise and we should settle it, getting advice from the senior, izzit it was wrong and i dunno why some one still have to become those rumors spreader and giving the info to those suppose not to know person. dun you have mind to think that you shud think before you act. passing info to other people without consider the outcome really is pathetic. of course it won't effect you but it affect our relationship with each other. the most shocking things is the selfishness that finally show yourself in front of me which really make me annoy and pissed off... you keep on saying we are housemate but your selfishness doesn't show that we are housemate but a different group of people staying together under one roof. please please consider our feeling when you voice out your "SELFISH" opinion. we give out our oipinion and solution you say it won't work but yet you are trying to avoid the issue and continue your selfish attitude. that really make me sad. to tell the truth yes i wasn't a person that hang around the house coz i always lock myself inside my own world but please DO REMEMBER that i'm still your HOUSEMATE!!! if you got a better idea please say it out and stop giving your " I DON'T GIVE A DAMN, THE MOST IMPORTANT I GET WHAT I WANT" attitude towards me.. i don't want to broke my promise to stay in this house until the end of my study here...

p/s:i know people may think i'm childish and pessimistic, but yet i still have my authority to voice out what i'm thinking. i don't want to hurt either one of your especially the person that put all his heart to solve out this matter, well that not me but i wish i can help him out.

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Wednesday, March 10, 2010

A must to watch especially MJ fans ^^

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Monday, March 8, 2010

♥ Tik Tok ♥ acoustic version cover

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well, i think most of your have heard the latest fever song called Tik Tok by Kesha rite?well what i going to post is an acoustic version cover of that song, and well no offenses here, i think this cover is far way better than th e original one ^^, summore this talented singer singing that song in an extremely slow and steady speed..and remade the whole song into a new song..
well i better Shut Up and let you listen yourself.

credited to : Ghassen Elfunky@facebook
shared by : iamdramaking@blogspot

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I'm so so so going to die

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haiz..it seems like i really can't handle the lab report anymore...
i wish i can just put it aside and dn't do that report anymore ==
but it can't be coz that is what a chemist should do..
so..i still have to carried on TT~TT

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Saturday, March 6, 2010

Beautiful Lotus/ water lily made by me ^^

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well picture describe it all, why i made this? well it was during the CNY we got a mini function and gathering, in order to decorate the board, i made this beautiful Lotus/Water lily origami to decorate it ^^



some of you might wanna learn how to make this, it was very easy actually ^^
just follow the video i put below ^^

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Friday, March 5, 2010

Happy moment to share ^^

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well it seems moral presentation is OVER!!!well wanna prepare slide, record video and edit it...well editing is the hardest part == well have to readjust everything and adding subtitle which is the worst coz i almost forget almost certain of those malay word as i need to translate Cantonese to Malay ==. well and last minute prepare and study for the slide i'm in-charge really make me nervous but yeti still can act calm during the preparation and presentation..WOW i never thought i will be so calm during presentation although i got stuck a few time but yet for the first time i enjoy presentation...especially the video part. well some of my team mate was a bit nervouls but not obviously..and the most happy thing is the ending where the Lecturer say "Good Job" and we all like woot!! we did it ^^, another more suprising comment is "Dalam semester ini, kumpulan ini adalah kumpulan terbaik setakat ini antara semua kelas yang saya ajar" we was LIKE OMGSUN!!!!we didn't know that we actually hit the jackpot XD
altgough i know there is still some more professional and better group out there haven't present yet but we feel honor to recieve such a good compliment from the lecturer ^^. he even ask us whether he can take our video as a teaching material for the sub topic which he haven't teach yet ^^.
well all of you must curious what video we make right? well actually we making video for a isu call "mercy killing - Euthanasia" and the situtaion is where the doctor is requested to end a brain cancer patient life form the patient parents. well i hope you all can understand the video well although the audio part was a bit mess up ==


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Wednesday, March 3, 2010

Feel like wanna hide myself again at a dark corner

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-sigh-
i need a place to release his stress and pain...dun really feel like i can fake it anymore in front my friends... i'm cant longer holding my dramaking self and act like nothing happen... hiding something and endure it all in your heart really is a painful thing... sometime my elder tell me, endure it and try to improve yourself to prevent same thing happen again. What for if we make things worse and make the relationship between each other getting worse? For the sake of friendship, endure the pain rather than making things getting worse until the stage of beyond repair... People may think it was right but for me i think it was a bit too selfish which is what i'm thinking right now... Every time we have to think for the sake of other people but one the same time we have neglected ourselves. some times i've been thinking did i really done a good things... but tonight i think that i shouldn't be the old self again and let people continue misunderstand me and continue take advantage or bullying me... i should train myself stronger, well like my mum always say, friends we don't need so much of it, because until the end only the real and true friends will stand out helping you rather than those selfish friends stand aside watching you dying on the street. I really do hope to return myself to my older days where i can enjoy my life without so much worries (except studies). but they wont be such thing turning back time to the pass, human was taught to more forward. so I decide to move forward with a bigger courage and faith. for all those real friends that i have outside there, i hope you can give me strength to continue move forward to face this world which is full with obstacles

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Bye Bye Holiday

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well as all people know that CNY u=just ended last week..haiz, now all holiday is gone and back to hectic timetable again. Report,Assignment and mid term test...grrr...i wanna go CRAZY liao ==. well on last monday i did one very funny and crazy think..and it almost make all people heart jump out from their chest ==. they though i make something exploded with a lot *BANG* noise ==. actually i was playing with the filter suction, i wanna test whether it was really that strong suction to effectively dried the wet compound. i was wearing a glove and but my hand on the suction hole, and i didnt notice it was sucking my glove hard and before i manage to close the suction, then glove broken and made a *BANG* noise so loud that everyone was terrific and come to see whether i'm hurt or not.. ROFL!!! especially my group mate, after i tell them what happen, all feel like wanna kill me and warned me never play with those thing again ==. then later after that, was Dr.Sara class, OMFG!! i though i'm the only one dozed off during the class, manatau, behind me the whole line all dozed off and sleeping in the class ROFL!!!
that really epic and Dr.Sara still got the mood to joke about it XD..
Well when i got the mood to go for japanese class, i been pissed of by some of the student inside de class ==, she dun seems like lvl1 student or shud i said she wanna show off herself, HELLO!!! the class not only u one person attend to the class only, she keep on asking those difficult thing to the teacher and expect the teacher answer her!! STFU!!! we even basic also didn't manage to learn but u wasting other people time to ask those difficult thing ==, tsk tsk..day by day the class getting boring coz we only listen to those thing that we dun understand..pissed off la ==

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My KPOP Obsession Fever

TVXQ/DBSK/東方神起/동방신기/TOHOSHINKI
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Wonder Girls/원더걸스/奇迹女孩/ワンダーガールズ
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